Submissions by AspergerPoet56
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2022 7:16pm
14th May 2022 7:16pm
Pandemic Pandemonium
oh twisted
fragile mind
tangled within
a fine almost
invisable Web
creating
more intimidating
intrusive fears
while reconnecting
wiith all the long
dormant ones
breathless panic
of being among
familiar settings
that at one time
where a comfortable
sanctuary for sanity
joys of
personal freedom
cruelly taken
replaced by
self denial
of an insane situation
shame
self worth
given daily access
as true faith
is slowly ...
fragile mind
tangled within
a fine almost
invisable Web
creating
more intimidating
intrusive fears
while reconnecting
wiith all the long
dormant ones
breathless panic
of being among
familiar settings
that at one time
where a comfortable
sanctuary for sanity
joys of
personal freedom
cruelly taken
replaced by
self denial
of an insane situation
shame
self worth
given daily access
as true faith
is slowly ...
#SelfReflection
#pandemic
45 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2022 6:15am
14th May 2022 6:15am
Rebuilding From Sorrow's Ashes
don't
watch me
cry
just
walk
away
the
body racking
sobs
will be
too
much
hugs won't
stem the
sorrow
the sadnees
a river
rapid
my pain
will soon
wash away
then the
gluing
begins
watch me
cry
just
walk
away
the
body racking
sobs
will be
too
much
hugs won't
stem the
sorrow
the sadnees
a river
rapid
my pain
will soon
wash away
then the
gluing
begins
#sadness
#depression
52 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2022 6:32am
8th May 2022 6:32am
Drifting (inside a hurricane)
everyday
another scar
appears
to join those
that have
gone before
just a
feather drifting
inside
the eye
of a
hurricane
always
a heartbeat
from critical mass
were one thought
is the answer
to all
don't
need a
gun
to be
devolved
from life
another scar
appears
to join those
that have
gone before
just a
feather drifting
inside
the eye
of a
hurricane
always
a heartbeat
from critical mass
were one thought
is the answer
to all
don't
need a
gun
to be
devolved
from life
#depression
#SelfHarm
#confessional
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
90 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
2nd May 2022 8:40pm
2nd May 2022 8:40pm
A Delicacy Of Secret Confessions
eyes wander
over sensual
syllables
perusing
succulent
vowels
a oral
feast of
language
in hushed
breathy
tones
i see
feel
each word
as if
it were
my pulse
soaring
within
them
a feather
caught in
their current
such
meaning
formed
from
reading
lips
a dellacy
of secrect
confessions
known
thoughts
given life
over sensual
syllables
perusing
succulent
vowels
a oral
feast of
language
in hushed
breathy
tones
i see
feel
each word
as if
it were
my pulse
soaring
within
them
a feather
caught in
their current
such
meaning
formed
from
reading
lips
a dellacy
of secrect
confessions
known
thoughts
given life
#PowerOfWords
#admiration
#sensual
135 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
1st May 2022 8:35am
1st May 2022 8:35am
Shibari
kinbacku (shibari)
is true art form
of intimacy
every knot
an artists
brush stroke
inches of skin
bound in
beautiful patterns
an ancient
knowledge
revealed
pulsing
sensual
satisfaction
through
being
possessed
those little
sparks of
tolerable pain
now knowing
the known
limits
is true art form
of intimacy
every knot
an artists
brush stroke
inches of skin
bound in
beautiful patterns
an ancient
knowledge
revealed
pulsing
sensual
satisfaction
through
being
possessed
those little
sparks of
tolerable pain
now knowing
the known
limits
#BDSM
#art
136 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Apr 2022 5:54am
30th Apr 2022 5:54am
Dirty Spit
dirty
lousy
germ ridden
like
a used
condom
nothing
is what
i am
of no
real
consequence
curdled
milk in
the fridge
cold
stewed
tea
a bitter
after
taste
that you
try to
spit out
lousy
germ ridden
like
a used
condom
nothing
is what
i am
of no
real
consequence
curdled
milk in
the fridge
cold
stewed
tea
a bitter
after
taste
that you
try to
spit out
#depression
#MentalHealth
#apathy #SelfWorth
#apathy #SelfWorth
71 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
29th Apr 2022 3:15pm
29th Apr 2022 3:15pm
Indicator Spieces
check the meaning
of my distress
i'm an indicator spieces
not naturally
conditioned
to change
if you see
the not so
subtle signs
of how my
eco system is
adversely affected
out here
on my own
with the darkness
what you can't see
will not harm you
isn't ignorance bliss
it is so easy
not to register
when i'm just a number
numbers can be
miscalculated
erased
of my distress
i'm an indicator spieces
not naturally
conditioned
to change
if you see
the not so
subtle signs
of how my
eco system is
adversely affected
out here
on my own
with the darkness
what you can't see
will not harm you
isn't ignorance bliss
it is so easy
not to register
when i'm just a number
numbers can be
miscalculated
erased
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#disability #Autism
#disability #Autism
51 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
29th Apr 2022 3:07am
29th Apr 2022 3:07am
Deadly [heavy undertow]
avoid
the undertow
of darkness
its surf
is a
dangerous ride
more so
light
dies here
cannot
exist in this
vacuum
don't
grab
me
my gravity
is a heavy
burden
keep
a safe
distance
i
am
deadly
the undertow
of darkness
its surf
is a
dangerous ride
more so
light
dies here
cannot
exist in this
vacuum
don't
grab
me
my gravity
is a heavy
burden
keep
a safe
distance
i
am
deadly
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth #Autism
#MentalHealth #Autism
54 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2022 00:48am
23rd Apr 2022 00:48am
Am I Heard (here in the silence)
maybe
someday
love will find me
imstead of
fluttering
over my head
isn't my heart
good enough
too
or am i
on a different
frequency
its unique
capacity
to feel
becomes a
scary place
without a safety net
a solitary beat
is so much louder
in the silence
but still
not heard
when it matters
someday
love will find me
imstead of
fluttering
over my head
isn't my heart
good enough
too
or am i
on a different
frequency
its unique
capacity
to feel
becomes a
scary place
without a safety net
a solitary beat
is so much louder
in the silence
but still
not heard
when it matters
#BestFriend
#friendship
#UnrequitedLove
123 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
13th Apr 2022 7:09am
13th Apr 2022 7:09am
²Promise (i nearly broke)
sorry
i know
i promised
but sometimes
situations grow horns
become demons
i can
no longer
fight
tired of me
of life
of everything
with thoughts
i feel tears
welling
pools
i wish
would drown me
end the suffering
ashamed
i am weak
a gap
nothimg
but
dead space
i know
i promised
but sometimes
situations grow horns
become demons
i can
no longer
fight
tired of me
of life
of everything
with thoughts
i feel tears
welling
pools
i wish
would drown me
end the suffering
ashamed
i am weak
a gap
nothimg
but
dead space
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#suicide #MentalHealth
#suicide #MentalHealth
352 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2022 1:11am
9th Apr 2022 1:11am
Brilliant Blue In A Sea Of White
smells. tastes feels like it
for one of a better word
using solutions to promote
this narrative undermine inclusion
it's our safety and yours
no matter how the feeling comes across
EXCLUSION sounds louder in silence
unnoticed insignificant ant
being stepped on
majority still rules
lip service paid without thought
or any true understanding
regretfully ignorance writes policy
underlines shameful attitudes
ingrained learned experiences
known labels laughable supposed facts
pushing equality...
for one of a better word
using solutions to promote
this narrative undermine inclusion
it's our safety and yours
no matter how the feeling comes across
EXCLUSION sounds louder in silence
unnoticed insignificant ant
being stepped on
majority still rules
lip service paid without thought
or any true understanding
regretfully ignorance writes policy
underlines shameful attitudes
ingrained learned experiences
known labels laughable supposed facts
pushing equality...
#disability
#Autism
122 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
7th Apr 2022 4:55am
7th Apr 2022 4:55am
We Function (when given time )
our tumble dryer thoughts
never quite aligning ~ in
the moment ~ blank stare
never quite aligning ~ in
the moment ~ blank stare
#Autism
107 reads
2 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by AspergerPoet56
