Long Poems About Hurt
#hurt
Long poems about hurt. 300 words or more, most recently published poems first.
You Foolish Servant You
What's the point of calling you Master if I can't access you when I need you?
If I have to always remind you of your responsibility to me as my owner
then I'm depending on you for no logical reason.
Yes you collared me and yes you chose me but was it all for show? Some midlife crisis?
Just to be able to tell the world that you own a slave?
Did you ever intend on aiding me in my healing at all?
Or helping me to become the best version of myself so that I could be able to serve you better?
Did you forget that the only reason that women like me...
If I have to always remind you of your responsibility to me as my owner
then I'm depending on you for no logical reason.
Yes you collared me and yes you chose me but was it all for show? Some midlife crisis?
Just to be able to tell the world that you own a slave?
Did you ever intend on aiding me in my healing at all?
Or helping me to become the best version of myself so that I could be able to serve you better?
Did you forget that the only reason that women like me...
#depression
#BDSM
#despair #hurt
#despair #hurt
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Fluffy
Her name was Fluffy, a collie mix
I found her as a puppy living off of garbage and shit
She didn't know any better, she was no more than a babe
With a pat on the head and a lick, a bond was made
She followed me back home with a little coercion along the way
Everytime she saw something she wanted to stop and play
A butterfly fluttering or a dragonfly darting by
She couldn't catch either, but she still gave it a try
While catching up here and there, trying to nip at my feet
Any bark off in the distance and she's accepting defeat ...
I found her as a puppy living off of garbage and shit
She didn't know any better, she was no more than a babe
With a pat on the head and a lick, a bond was made
She followed me back home with a little coercion along the way
Everytime she saw something she wanted to stop and play
A butterfly fluttering or a dragonfly darting by
She couldn't catch either, but she still gave it a try
While catching up here and there, trying to nip at my feet
Any bark off in the distance and she's accepting defeat ...
#sadness
#disappointment
#hurt
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Learning
Sorry to burst your bubble,
By being so much gosh-darn trouble,
I didn't mean what I said,
It elicited a different reaction in my head,
It had a more helpful outcome in my head,
I reacted so poorly,
In a manner so abruptly,
In a manner so loudly,
I'm sorry for what I did say,
And sorry for what I didn't say,
I didn't mean to act this way.
I haven't been the adult I should have been,
I wish I could throw myself in a trash bin,
I've been more mature in certain ways
But less than average in the most common ways, ...
By being so much gosh-darn trouble,
I didn't mean what I said,
It elicited a different reaction in my head,
It had a more helpful outcome in my head,
I reacted so poorly,
In a manner so abruptly,
In a manner so loudly,
I'm sorry for what I did say,
And sorry for what I didn't say,
I didn't mean to act this way.
I haven't been the adult I should have been,
I wish I could throw myself in a trash bin,
I've been more mature in certain ways
But less than average in the most common ways, ...
#LifeChangingMoment
#frustration
#disappointment
#hurt
#StreamOfConsciousness
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Sorry my Dear heart
My dear heart, I am so sorry that I hurt you.
I am sorry that your name changed from sweet heart to So Hurt.
I am sorry that I trusted you with some one that hurt you so much. You loved so whole heartedly and did it repeatedly but it all was paid with vanity.
I am sorry that you trusted so much little knowing that it would be ephemeral. You have cried and bled rivers, the pain constantly flows like the rivers of Babylon. You're alone like a first born with no sibling and everything is sizzling.
I am sorry that you loved so deeply and immensely but that was...
I am sorry that your name changed from sweet heart to So Hurt.
I am sorry that I trusted you with some one that hurt you so much. You loved so whole heartedly and did it repeatedly but it all was paid with vanity.
I am sorry that you trusted so much little knowing that it would be ephemeral. You have cried and bled rivers, the pain constantly flows like the rivers of Babylon. You're alone like a first born with no sibling and everything is sizzling.
I am sorry that you loved so deeply and immensely but that was...
#depression
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#breakup
#hurt
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Being AWOL
It's been an interesting couple of weeks.
I've had a bad patch with MH since some time in August. I decided to wait it out for a while to see if the (regular, permanent) medication did its thing, because it's quite an amazing phenomenon to witness when that happens. Things are now going in the right direction. Although I usually rush back to work as soon as I'm allowed to, this term I've chosen to benefit from one school's music lessons policy, and the other school's laidback approach, in order to delay my return for a while. I'm working very part-time this week and will be...
I've had a bad patch with MH since some time in August. I decided to wait it out for a while to see if the (regular, permanent) medication did its thing, because it's quite an amazing phenomenon to witness when that happens. Things are now going in the right direction. Although I usually rush back to work as soon as I'm allowed to, this term I've chosen to benefit from one school's music lessons policy, and the other school's laidback approach, in order to delay my return for a while. I'm working very part-time this week and will be...
#LifeStruggles
#illness
#MentalHealth
#hurt
#disability
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Line By Line
Yes I've ground my teeth while thinking of this shit
But I've mellowed out while thinking of him with my Little Bit
He really isn't a bad sort, kinda someone that you secretly envy
They may think that fuck shit is still on my mind, but the anger has left me
I've been forced to admit something to my own fucking self
There is so much more to existence than my own fucking self
That lock down motherfucker is a hard headed and deadly ass bitch
I don't think of it as winning or loosing, me being poor and him being rich
I think of it as him walking...
But I've mellowed out while thinking of him with my Little Bit
He really isn't a bad sort, kinda someone that you secretly envy
They may think that fuck shit is still on my mind, but the anger has left me
I've been forced to admit something to my own fucking self
There is so much more to existence than my own fucking self
That lock down motherfucker is a hard headed and deadly ass bitch
I don't think of it as winning or loosing, me being poor and him being rich
I think of it as him walking...
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup #hurt
#breakup #hurt
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Don't Mess With Longhorns
I'm always trying to be rather terse,
Polished, mannerly, but I'm still fierce,
And trying to be quick to the point when I speak,
As well as kind, when I speak.
Y'all took me at my word,
Listened to every kind, and every pained word,
All about the almost ten years of subtle gaslighting from my "step-dad",
About the social anxiety you knew I had
(And still do)
And about how my crushes are usually much older, too,
So this is undoubtedly true,
Though you didn't see my day-to-day character,
You knew I...
Polished, mannerly, but I'm still fierce,
And trying to be quick to the point when I speak,
As well as kind, when I speak.
Y'all took me at my word,
Listened to every kind, and every pained word,
All about the almost ten years of subtle gaslighting from my "step-dad",
About the social anxiety you knew I had
(And still do)
And about how my crushes are usually much older, too,
So this is undoubtedly true,
Though you didn't see my day-to-day character,
You knew I...
#anger
#LifeStruggles
#bullying
#hurt
#StreamOfConsciousness
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THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND
My life is a carousel of nightmares.
This world is the devil's playground.
And he is the God of this world.
He sometimes has control over my thoughts
Bringing in depression and thoughts of suicide.
Ready to take my final ride to the afterlife.
Not serving much of an earthly purpose.
I've always had a self destructive attitude in life.
For years everything seems to be going as foreseen.
Then, Bamm.
In an instant It's turned into shit.
Yes, i have fucked up.
Possibly lost 2 jobs within minutes of each other.
I fucked up...
This world is the devil's playground.
And he is the God of this world.
He sometimes has control over my thoughts
Bringing in depression and thoughts of suicide.
Ready to take my final ride to the afterlife.
Not serving much of an earthly purpose.
I've always had a self destructive attitude in life.
For years everything seems to be going as foreseen.
Then, Bamm.
In an instant It's turned into shit.
Yes, i have fucked up.
Possibly lost 2 jobs within minutes of each other.
I fucked up...
#love
#dark
#tragedy
#suffering
#hurt
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I'm Midget ...I'm Your Luv.....Listen.....
#love
#heartbroken
#LifeChangingMoment
#emotional
#hurt
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Used
Have you ever taken a day off of work to cry and clear your eyes
Ate what she always recommended, even though you totally despise
Switched the channel from a good game, to a show that she loved
Even though she wasn't there she's all that you can think of
Have you ever searched the house for anything that she may have left
A sock, some panties, a bra, anything that she may have left
Waking up every morning on a tear soaked pillow
Niagara still roaring, weeping like a willow
Everything finally happened that you ever had fear of ...
Ate what she always recommended, even though you totally despise
Switched the channel from a good game, to a show that she loved
Even though she wasn't there she's all that you can think of
Have you ever searched the house for anything that she may have left
A sock, some panties, a bra, anything that she may have left
Waking up every morning on a tear soaked pillow
Niagara still roaring, weeping like a willow
Everything finally happened that you ever had fear of ...
#love
#hurt
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He left this body here for you
He left me
dressed
in black,
hands bound,
blindfolded,
so that I
couldn’t
reach for him
couldn’t look for him;
so that when my
spine crumbled
all I could do was
whisper
‘don’t’ as I
heard the door
pull shut.
He left
with cruel
words wrapped
in kindness
He told me to
find another
playmate
...
dressed
in black,
hands bound,
blindfolded,
so that I
couldn’t
reach for him
couldn’t look for him;
so that when my
spine crumbled
all I could do was
whisper
‘don’t’ as I
heard the door
pull shut.
He left
with cruel
words wrapped
in kindness
He told me to
find another
playmate
...
#grief
#shadows
#hurt #obsession
#hurt #obsession
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Toilet Flavor (Character Personality Collaboration)
#love
#hate
#dark #hurt
#dark #hurt
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DU Poetry : Long Poems About Hurt