HollowHeart
Issa Autumn
Issa Autumn
Poem Published
30th Jun 2022 1:20pm
30th Jun 2022 1:20pm
My Anti-Muse
#sadness
#depression
#heartbroken
#betrayal
#suicide
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I_IS_ME
Poem Published
30th Jun 2022 12:46pm
30th Jun 2022 12:46pm
Your Window
You think that I'm asleep, but I watch as you stare out of the window
You're neither here nor there, but there is something that you remember
There is something so deep within you, that it hides in the dark
Not always but sometimes it appears with a flicker and a spark
Was It something that I said or the weather outside of that window
Yes boo, I realize that it could never be that simple
But to watch as you torment yourself locked away in that dark place
To only be able to watch as fear and pain moves across your face
The fear, I can...
You're neither here nor there, but there is something that you remember
There is something so deep within you, that it hides in the dark
Not always but sometimes it appears with a flicker and a spark
Was It something that I said or the weather outside of that window
Yes boo, I realize that it could never be that simple
But to watch as you torment yourself locked away in that dark place
To only be able to watch as fear and pain moves across your face
The fear, I can...
#love
#depression
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SweetKittyCat5
Poem Published
30th Jun 2022 3:43am
30th Jun 2022 3:43am
Straight Talk (When The Core Of The Mind Refuses To Speak Coherently)
I will attempt to elaborate on the more aggressive theories that seem to marginalize, relevant concerns that has made me ponder and see if I intricate the whys, or at least find the source of its understanding.
I had to revisit the concept of understanding the complexities of the mind due in part.
Mental illness seems to on the uprise, and it is affecting our youth at an alarming rate. Thus far the statistical for adults has not started for the margin.
A slope in the statistical incline, or shift seems to be affecting the Caucasian youth, more...
I had to revisit the concept of understanding the complexities of the mind due in part.
Mental illness seems to on the uprise, and it is affecting our youth at an alarming rate. Thus far the statistical for adults has not started for the margin.
A slope in the statistical incline, or shift seems to be affecting the Caucasian youth, more...
#anxiety
#depression
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
75 reads
5 Comments
0ld_s0ul
Poem Published
29th Jun 2022 9:38am
29th Jun 2022 9:38am
In bed with the devil
In bed with the devil:
The devil will fuck up the whole schedule. He grips people’s souls and twists them at every level. Like a plague they pass on their pain at a rate that’s truly incredible. Hurt people hurt people, so Lord please help me let her go.
These people pretend to be something their not. They give in to temptation, no matter how many souls that they rot. Making promises of the future but can’t even truly see what they got. Thanks for lighting the fire under my ass, I’m back on the path to glory, I’m hot.
The devil won’t get in. I have a lot of...
The devil will fuck up the whole schedule. He grips people’s souls and twists them at every level. Like a plague they pass on their pain at a rate that’s truly incredible. Hurt people hurt people, so Lord please help me let her go.
These people pretend to be something their not. They give in to temptation, no matter how many souls that they rot. Making promises of the future but can’t even truly see what they got. Thanks for lighting the fire under my ass, I’m back on the path to glory, I’m hot.
The devil won’t get in. I have a lot of...
#anxiety
#love
#depression
#heartbroken
#betrayal
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Vortex32167
Poem Published
10th Jun 2022 6:12pm
10th Jun 2022 6:12pm
Diary entry 09-06-2022 (After a month)
It feels like an eternity. I’ve been away for about a month now. I decided not to get admitted into a place where I will just be another number. A name on the list. A cog in the great machine. I chose to go on a little ‘vacation’, I stayed at a friend’s house for a bit. This person is a psychologist for a little institution that helps people who no one wants to help or the system just has forgotten. This person has been a friend for such a long time I almost forgot that she is a friend and not family. I’ve talked with her for most of my teenage years and all the years that followed. But I was...
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles #SelfHarm
#LifeStruggles #SelfHarm
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cloventongue89
Poem Published
8th Jun 2022 7:39pm
8th Jun 2022 7:39pm
Emotion Sickness/Thanksgiving (from the book
But someone will say, “You have faith, and I have works.” Show me your faith without your works, and I will show you my faith by my works.
James 2:18
Emotion Sickness
making a vain apology
as I excuse my own humanity
no matter how many times
I tell you I apologize
without actions words are vanity
remorse makes nothing okay
guilt complexes of dark desires
all I have is another day
with whom do I make amends
change for the sake of you and me
consequential self-embittered
in the face of my own...
James 2:18
Emotion Sickness
making a vain apology
as I excuse my own humanity
no matter how many times
I tell you I apologize
without actions words are vanity
remorse makes nothing okay
guilt complexes of dark desires
all I have is another day
with whom do I make amends
change for the sake of you and me
consequential self-embittered
in the face of my own...
#depression
#dark
#Christian
#spiritual
#gratitude
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u53l355
Poem Published
8th Jun 2022 6:07pm
8th Jun 2022 6:07pm
The Gamble
High stakes
Shuffle the deck
Cut it
Discard a card
Deal
Good cards
Bad card
There's a joker on the table
As you put out your big blind
Holding my queen of hearts tight
Pair of Aces feels right
Its gonna be a good night
First round called
Dealer flops the first three
No queen to be seen but your aces are still keen
Raise the stakes , this is becoming a fast race a the couple on the other side of the table folds and sits back could see its too risky and they'd rather relax and enjoy a nice whisky. ...
Shuffle the deck
Cut it
Discard a card
Deal
Good cards
Bad card
There's a joker on the table
As you put out your big blind
Holding my queen of hearts tight
Pair of Aces feels right
Its gonna be a good night
First round called
Dealer flops the first three
No queen to be seen but your aces are still keen
Raise the stakes , this is becoming a fast race a the couple on the other side of the table folds and sits back could see its too risky and they'd rather relax and enjoy a nice whisky. ...
#depression
#breakup
#SelfHarm
#alcohol
#addiction
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cloventongue89
Poem Published
7th Jun 2022 5:55pm
7th Jun 2022 5:55pm
Subconscious Wanderlust/Inspired by You from
For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit reap everlasting life.
Galatians 6:8
Subconscious Wanderlust
Tell me what to say to silence the whisper
as I expose the narrative of these lies that speak through images
When faces are triggers before their seen
the object of my disaffection
and a history that haunts me with temptation
I dreamt betrayal and woke up seeing myself as the monster in my nightmares
God forbid my sins uncommitted make their...
Galatians 6:8
Subconscious Wanderlust
Tell me what to say to silence the whisper
as I expose the narrative of these lies that speak through images
When faces are triggers before their seen
the object of my disaffection
and a history that haunts me with temptation
I dreamt betrayal and woke up seeing myself as the monster in my nightmares
God forbid my sins uncommitted make their...
#sadness
#depression
#lust
#marriage
#porn
147 reads
7 Comments
Cosmonaut-x
Poem Published
3rd Jun 2022 8:52am
3rd Jun 2022 8:52am
Wildcat
#love
#depression
#sex
#MentalHealth
#SelfDiscovery
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Diaryofabasketcase
Poem Published
26th May 2022 5:12pm
26th May 2022 5:12pm
Insomnia
Today is day three, of restless, sleepless nights
I’ve called out of work, can’t focus, called out twice
I’ve taken my pills, but they don’t help me sleep
I’m tossing in bed, now I’m starting to weep
I’m crying and shaking, I sit down outside
Can’t control my emotions, I’m empty inside
I feel like I’m lonely, feel sad and depressed
No sleep isn’t helping, it’s all ’cause of stress
But there’s nothing in life, that’s bothering me
I don’t care...
I’ve called out of work, can’t focus, called out twice
I’ve taken my pills, but they don’t help me sleep
I’m tossing in bed, now I’m starting to weep
I’m crying and shaking, I sit down outside
Can’t control my emotions, I’m empty inside
I feel like I’m lonely, feel sad and depressed
No sleep isn’t helping, it’s all ’cause of stress
But there’s nothing in life, that’s bothering me
I don’t care...
#depression
#dark
#alcohol
#insomnia
#MentalHealth
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CruelHandedWriter
Jamie Rhodes
Jamie Rhodes
Poem Published
19th May 2022 12:18pm
19th May 2022 12:18pm
The Hardest of Days
#depression
#loneliness
#suicide
#shadows
#weakness
267 reads
6 Comments
cloventongue89
Poem Published
18th May 2022 6:51pm
18th May 2022 6:51pm
Torn (Video)
(I'm currently in the process of writing a new book that will feature the majority of my recent yet former writing as well as all new poetry with descriptions/inspiration and insight into what may have inspired various poems and an in depth look at my point of view on various topics of discussion from politics to faith and personal struggles as well as dealing with loss. Each poem will include original edited photography that will be characteristic of the overall mood of each individual poem.)
Torn
Is it best if I keep this part of my heart a secret from you?
...
Torn
Is it best if I keep this part of my heart a secret from you?
...
#depression
#lust
#porn
#faith
#addiction
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DU Poetry : Long Poems About Depression
