Everything to me

Although we never met you were everything to me
for you were growing inside me I wanted you to BE...
I dreamt about you every night waiting for you to arrive
never really thinking you wasnt to be born ALIVE

I imagined you as a little girl too grow up with long dark curls
I pictured your lovely dark brown eyes your smiling face my head a whirl...
for only four months I carried you and cannot believe your gone...
How can someone take you away what ever did i do wrong?

I know your alive and well in heaven my joy and pride
making someone happy taking life in your stride
your mum and dad still love you and wish you were here with us
to see you for just one moment we'd promise not to make a fuss

Although I know you visit me nearly every night
In my dreams I can not wait It feels so real it feels so right
I lie in bed thinking of you Imagine you in my arms
Is this just a dream i think I dont care It does me no harm

At one time i was frightened of dying going to heaven on my own
But now I dont care or worry as i know i wont be alone

This poems for you I hope you can see
That I love you with all my heart Your everything to me......