Submissions by lulumydog (Pip)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just want to write now, can feel healing already
SELF POEM
Published
14th Aug 2014 11:28pm
14th Aug 2014 11:28pm
A troubled Journey
My life today blows me away
As I finally feel I am free
My bodys been aching
My hearts been breaking
But now gods light shines in me
My spirit has lifted
i feel grateful and gifted
Feelings of overwheleming love
Writing and fighting has taking its toll
but so worth it to get where i am
im spearidng my wings exploring life
as though i have just been re born
the flowers the sky the universe i see
as i finally come out of the dark
the simple things is all i need
as i walk with my dog in the park
...
As I finally feel I am free
My bodys been aching
My hearts been breaking
But now gods light shines in me
My spirit has lifted
i feel grateful and gifted
Feelings of overwheleming love
Writing and fighting has taking its toll
but so worth it to get where i am
im spearidng my wings exploring life
as though i have just been re born
the flowers the sky the universe i see
as i finally come out of the dark
the simple things is all i need
as i walk with my dog in the park
...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Jun 2013 11:05pm
10th Jun 2013 11:05pm
PAIN
you cant move
you cant speak
you cant swallow
your so weak
your struggling to breathe
i dont want to leave
i massage your hands
as your hearing and touch
is the last to go
i love you so much
looking in your eyes
as i hold your hand
seeing your tear drop
as you understand
when i say good bye to you
now waiting for the call
to say you passed away
hasnt happened am i glad to say?
there is no hope but i dont want you to go away
but its selfish of me
you need to be set free
so you can get...
you cant speak
you cant swallow
your so weak
your struggling to breathe
i dont want to leave
i massage your hands
as your hearing and touch
is the last to go
i love you so much
looking in your eyes
as i hold your hand
seeing your tear drop
as you understand
when i say good bye to you
now waiting for the call
to say you passed away
hasnt happened am i glad to say?
there is no hope but i dont want you to go away
but its selfish of me
you need to be set free
so you can get...
737 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th May 2013 11:00pm
17th May 2013 11:00pm
Please dont die
How can they send you away
to go home and die!
do they know how you must feel
having months weeks or days
your future whipped away
your children and wife watching
you deteriate
i want this to be a mistake!
but its too late!
you know and accept your dying
but dont know exactly how
but we do and are lying
as we smile also crying
i wish it was me rather than you
you dont deserve to die
your young it wasnt expected
your life now projected
to end
a cruel painful death as we all know
first your memory,...
to go home and die!
do they know how you must feel
having months weeks or days
your future whipped away
your children and wife watching
you deteriate
i want this to be a mistake!
but its too late!
you know and accept your dying
but dont know exactly how
but we do and are lying
as we smile also crying
i wish it was me rather than you
you dont deserve to die
your young it wasnt expected
your life now projected
to end
a cruel painful death as we all know
first your memory,...
731 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th May 2013 10:46pm
15th May 2013 10:46pm
In that moment
Seeing you
was unexpected!
remembering
i was rejected
dealing with life
and moving on
or so i thought
then you were gone
brief
shock
tears
years
a simple smile
as you walk by
i cry
wanting and yearning
my heart still burning
im crippled
im stuck
cant speak
just stare
walking away
heart wants you to stay
head has to leave
my body i heave
and just get on with my day.
was unexpected!
remembering
i was rejected
dealing with life
and moving on
or so i thought
then you were gone
brief
shock
tears
years
a simple smile
as you walk by
i cry
wanting and yearning
my heart still burning
im crippled
im stuck
cant speak
just stare
walking away
heart wants you to stay
head has to leave
my body i heave
and just get on with my day.
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Feb 2013 11:36pm
8th Feb 2013 11:36pm
You wasn't to blame
My addiction has been raw
it got me to the core
beat myself up again
because of all them men
i take all the abuse
reaction to my past
the pain and the guilt
will leave me at last
sleeping with you sleeping with him
degrading myself so my thughts wont come in
but here inside is the little girl within
shes trying to get out to let me know
shes worth so much more she wants me to grow
she loves me so much she adores me you see
shes the beautiful girl that lives within me
ive ignored and rejected her ...
it got me to the core
beat myself up again
because of all them men
i take all the abuse
reaction to my past
the pain and the guilt
will leave me at last
sleeping with you sleeping with him
degrading myself so my thughts wont come in
but here inside is the little girl within
shes trying to get out to let me know
shes worth so much more she wants me to grow
she loves me so much she adores me you see
shes the beautiful girl that lives within me
ive ignored and rejected her ...
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Dec 2012 9:22pm
4th Dec 2012 9:22pm
I Feel Numb
My heart is still
yet full of fear
I dont know how I feel
Numb
Scared
Brusied
Sore
I seem to have lost my feelings for sure
But something within is trying to get out
But is stuck in this shell of a heart
I dont know where to start
As I write I feel it rising from my heart into my head
its something I may dread
so not ready to deal with it now
gonna have a fag instead
as not sure what it is
or do i...
yet full of fear
I dont know how I feel
Numb
Scared
Brusied
Sore
I seem to have lost my feelings for sure
But something within is trying to get out
But is stuck in this shell of a heart
I dont know where to start
As I write I feel it rising from my heart into my head
its something I may dread
so not ready to deal with it now
gonna have a fag instead
as not sure what it is
or do i...
794 reads
8 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2012 6:36pm
2nd Dec 2012 6:36pm
THE SOCK
I walk in the door at 5 o'clock
Into the hall and pick up a sock
Straight up the stairs and make the bed
Must hurry up we need to be fed
But find on the floor
More screwed up cothes!
So fold them and tidy
This room I do loathe
Collect the glasses
And take down the mugs
But pass the bathroom
Is that a new rug!
No Its a towel wet on the floor
And a pair of old boots behind the door
So try to carry all this down the stairs
Oh no the hoover is still sitting there!
Walk into...
Into the hall and pick up a sock
Straight up the stairs and make the bed
Must hurry up we need to be fed
But find on the floor
More screwed up cothes!
So fold them and tidy
This room I do loathe
Collect the glasses
And take down the mugs
But pass the bathroom
Is that a new rug!
No Its a towel wet on the floor
And a pair of old boots behind the door
So try to carry all this down the stairs
Oh no the hoover is still sitting there!
Walk into...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2012 6:02pm
2nd Dec 2012 6:02pm
A HOMELESS CHRISTMAS
We are just kids on the streets
Just waitng for a family to meet
To take care of us feed us
Not to let us down too just be there
To always be around when we are worrying
To listen to us instead of hurrying
past just like you do
You dont have a clue do you
Im sitting on the floor
I wont take much more
Of your space as I know you are late
To get your Christmas turkey and dates
Im sorry I annoyed you by asking for money
Ive been kicked out of my house Im all alone!
If I had a mobile too Id pick up the phone
But then I...
Just waitng for a family to meet
To take care of us feed us
Not to let us down too just be there
To always be around when we are worrying
To listen to us instead of hurrying
past just like you do
You dont have a clue do you
Im sitting on the floor
I wont take much more
Of your space as I know you are late
To get your Christmas turkey and dates
Im sorry I annoyed you by asking for money
Ive been kicked out of my house Im all alone!
If I had a mobile too Id pick up the phone
But then I...
1714 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Nov 2012 10:28am
30th Nov 2012 10:28am
GRIEF
Grief
I don't know how I'm feeling
I don't know what to do
I feel i ought to know; how to be dealing
with life, but i haven't got a clue.
My thought's are dark, and grey right now
cant sleep. eat. sit; just write - somehow
what i do know Is; It doesn't alliminate the pain
I am hoping, it just helps; take away the strain
and the hurt, in my heart.
But i feel that; that is an art
that; i do not know how to do
please help me? learn.
How to be true to myself; forget everyone else
look after me ;look after self.
life's long dreams,...
I don't know how I'm feeling
I don't know what to do
I feel i ought to know; how to be dealing
with life, but i haven't got a clue.
My thought's are dark, and grey right now
cant sleep. eat. sit; just write - somehow
what i do know Is; It doesn't alliminate the pain
I am hoping, it just helps; take away the strain
and the hurt, in my heart.
But i feel that; that is an art
that; i do not know how to do
please help me? learn.
How to be true to myself; forget everyone else
look after me ;look after self.
life's long dreams,...
844 reads
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