My addiction has been raw it got me to the core beat myself up again because of all them men
i take all the abuse reaction to my past the pain and the guilt will leave me at last
sleeping with you sleeping with him degrading myself so my thughts wont come in but here inside is the little girl within shes trying to get out to let me know shes worth so much more she wants me to grow she loves me so much she adores me you see shes the beautiful girl that lives within me
I don't know how I'm feeling I don't know what to do I feel i ought to know; how to be dealing with life, but i haven't got a clue. My thought's are dark, and grey right now cant sleep. eat. sit; just write - somehow what i do know Is; It doesn't alliminate the pain I am hoping, it just helps; take away the strain and the hurt, in my heart. But i feel that; that is an art that; i do not know how to do please help me? learn. How to be true to myself; forget everyone else look after me ;look after self. life's long dreams,...