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I don’t feel home today
No actually never
This bittersweet endeavor
To be who I want to be
Stopped by the feelings you’re giving me
I won’t see a light this way
I don’t feel loved
Just misunderstood
No, not misunderstood
If you don’t listen to the words I say
How could you even hear my ways?
This times I’d like giving up
You once said you love me
But I only feel cold
Lies in like everything you told
Strongly pushing me down
You say that you love me but want me to drown
No I don’t want you hug me
If I could choose I’d rather be on my own
But then I’d be a bad child
Alone in the dangerous wild
So my tears roll down my skin
Quiet, don’t reveal the sin
And all I can say is, that I’m not feeling home
No actually never
This bittersweet endeavor
To be who I want to be
Stopped by the feelings you’re giving me
I won’t see a light this way
I don’t feel loved
Just misunderstood
No, not misunderstood
If you don’t listen to the words I say
How could you even hear my ways?
This times I’d like giving up
You once said you love me
But I only feel cold
Lies in like everything you told
Strongly pushing me down
You say that you love me but want me to drown
No I don’t want you hug me
If I could choose I’d rather be on my own
But then I’d be a bad child
Alone in the dangerous wild
So my tears roll down my skin
Quiet, don’t reveal the sin
And all I can say is, that I’m not feeling home
Published 23rd May 2023
Author's Note
Wrote this one in like five minutes or so, not my style but my soul speaking it of my. Family sucks the more you think about it. Sometimes I feel like I’m unable to breath in this situation.
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23rd May 2023 9:59pm
you’re speaking the truth of so many, yet they may feel so lonely. firstly, you are loved! you are so so loved, even if it isn’t the way it socially should be - society sucks, just like blood lines…
the thing is, darling, that you’re not characterized by someone’s actions towards you - they characterize themselves, not you!! you’re a remarkable person, a diamond in work.
secondly, don’t you dare give up! if you do, i’ll hate you. i’d hate you to the bone as you are worth so much more, so many people would miss you, so many hours, memories, tears lost. don’t you dare give up, you’re way too strong to do so.
you’re beyond worthy, my friend, you’re a masterpiece ❤️
the thing is, darling, that you’re not characterized by someone’s actions towards you - they characterize themselves, not you!! you’re a remarkable person, a diamond in work.
secondly, don’t you dare give up! if you do, i’ll hate you. i’d hate you to the bone as you are worth so much more, so many people would miss you, so many hours, memories, tears lost. don’t you dare give up, you’re way too strong to do so.
you’re beyond worthy, my friend, you’re a masterpiece ❤️
