masochism's lust

 
awkward feelings wash over me
I feel a little overcome by my love of you
it is a feeling that builds inside me with a will of its own
a passion so powerful it takes my breath away
I don't like feeling this powerless
but I love the way it feels

so I caress the feeling letting it lie in my soul
with a wild abandonment I indulge the feeling
feeding it my fantasies
my imagination takes hold and I'm in your arms
I feel your heart thundering in my chest
your seduction pounding in my mind

what a man you are
intelligent, handsome
you feed me pain
masochistic I crave it

don't let me push you, hard man
I will without realizing it
I seek your desire in the heat of things
your passion in a moment

feeling so alive I don't want to fight it
I crave the danger of our liaison
it's deadly to let emotions rule
but my lust can't be denied
it's heady with want, I covet

swollen epiphany
a sweet understanding
between me and you
I won't deny it