Finding Home Again

My chest is pounding
Racing out of my chest to the sky
I'm going home... finally
Back to where I belong
I don't know what I will find
People keep telling me not to come back
But fuck, I just want my friends and family
The world is a coffin here and I'm so alone
I only talk to my partner and doctors
And that's no way to live life
I'm escaping this guilded cage
And freedom will finally be mine