Left with a heavy heart.

Growing up together was something ill never forget. Brother and sister forever. Things werent always perfect but no sibling rivalry is.so many laughs so many tears. U struggled to find a place in this world.u were a wild spirit no one could tame. But deep in my heart i feel somewhat too blame.i kept in contact as often as i could. Living on the streets isnt easy but that was ur world.im sorry i couldn't do more to help u But i tried to show u through it all u werent alone. Everyday u were in the back of my mind.when u were missing i always wondered why. Addiction had its fangs in u so deep keeping u from living a good life. I hope u know i never gave up on u.i had faith that someday u would finally be ready to change an id be there to catch u.for u to change ur life.not knowing how u were was always haunting me.then ur daughter found us.u would be so proud of her an somehow even though u werent in her life shes like u in so many ways.shes definitely  a maynard.an though i had a part of u with me i still missed u all the time.not a day goes by that u werent on my mind.now uve been taken from usit kills me not being able to say goodbye.it hurts when i think of all the years we missed all the memories that could of been made.ill never get the answers i seek.u were taken from us to soon.