Submissions by Suicidal_EvilOne
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Left with a heavy heart.
Growing up together was something ill never forget. Brother and sister forever. Things werent always perfect but no sibling rivalry is.so many laughs so many tears. U struggled to find a place in this world.u were a wild spirit no one could tame. But deep in my heart i feel somewhat too blame.i kept in contact as often as i could. Living on the streets isnt easy but that was ur world.im sorry i couldn't do more to help u But i tried to show u through it all u werent alone. Everyday u were in the back of my mind.when u were missing i always wondered why. Addiction had its fangs in u so deep...
#brother
#family
#addiction
#IMissYou
#hurt
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Craving the unknown
Ive never met someone that could catch my attention at the level that u do. Enticing luring me in for more.like the first hit gets u hooked u have me wanting more.arms wrapped around me tight.we both know its wrong but for some reason i just cant fight it.the taste of ur lips still lingers within hidden smiles and racing heartbeat.anticipation and curiosity taking my imagination for a ride.
#lust
#crush
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Fading light
Theres a light in us al that shines bright reflecting our happiness and self confidence.through the years the light in me has faded.everything in me has altered into what states back at me in the mirror.who is this girl so empty so confused.lost all hope all love for ones self.try to distract these thaughts with crafts cooking or art but I still feel everything's falling apart.its so cold dark and alone in here.its life I'm starting to fear.this anxiety makes me feel worthless how do I fix this fading light...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#myself
#emptiness
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Ultimate fantasy.
#lust
#sex
#threesome
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Untitled
Intrigued by u.somehow u reeled me in. never knew how hooked u would have me till my world began too spin. Like I'm on a roller coaster uve turned my world upside down. butterflies every time I look in ur eyes. how u get my heart irregularly beating.u made me fall how I managed to live without u I can't recall.but u have me mind body an all.I'm addicted to u craving wanting. body tingling.sweat drenched and tongue tied..uve got me under ur spell.I've never fallen for someone like this.I'm thirsty for more.there's an emptiness in me only u can fill. anticipating every touch every...
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murder Pedophile...
my innocents you forcefully took.a year long of agony Noone took a second look.to scared to speak the words of truth.to scared to be alone in the dark.my childhood you ruined my soul you took.I hate you for hurting me I'll never be the same. Your voice,face and smell will forever haunt my dreams an be branded in the back of my mind.all the pain I hide inside till my anger an fear collide.you got what you wanted now im empty. I want you as dead as you left me inside.can't stop these tears falling from my eyes.into the dark room I creep while in your bed you lay asleep.take this blade in my...
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you and me against the world
our love is strong it goes deeper then special bonds.through the good an bad we see beyond the hurdles.through the darkness we know our love is worth the fight.please dont give up on us.hand in hand we will make it through to the light.i promise everything will be alright.you and me against the world.together we could be something great.we have both made mistakes but its never to late.to you i vow to never stray.to trust in you in all you do.to love you always for you ill forever be there.we will grow together in life,love and family.you and me against the world.
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insane psychotic love
make this pain stop.please baby dont hurt me again.you got your revenge,you got into my head,i realize what i had then.lets live together till our lives end.you say im all you want an yet your curiosity has led u astray again.sidedish or conversation laced of betrayal and sin.never met just empty words exchanged.either way it has to end.why do u feel the need to pretend.the strangers hearts your poisoning,playing with their head.what do these bitches do or have that i dont?mbe somethin cause despite my plees to stop you wont.if it continues ill go insane ldie from this pain ill take it apon...
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life
here i am again in my room all alone.asking myself why im so fucked up.everything i believe is always wrong.sitting on the floor trying not to let these thoughts overcome my mind.staring at the blade hoping that ill be strong enough not to cut.deep inside the pains so strong.thinking about the feeling of relief that came from the sharp steel slicing across my skin.cutting the pain away such an obviously twisted display.ironically it always made the pain go away.wanting to breakdown and cry but no tears fall from my eyes.how can pain an anger derive from ones honesty.if im not mistaken i...
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twisted hurt
the deep painful aching inside my chest.hurt building up with every next obstacle that manifests.dont know how much i can take.trying to deal with it the best i can.still i end up disappointing someone i love.will anyone ever understand what i hide so deep inside.depression,stress,frustration and anger buried in me.eating away at me,emotionally decaying the very core of me.this feeling i cant seem to shake.knowing theres always more to come.trying so hard not to fall.hoping ill be strong enough to overcome it all.only time will tell.
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Painful Regrets.
It's over and done but a part of me went with it.It's left a void deep inside me,empty and hollow.
It kill's me everyday not knowing. Wondering if the decision we made was the right one.
Thinking about what i gave up..Boy or girl?Would knowing give me some type of relief or just cause more pain.
Praying this wont ruin the excitement of my next child. I know i'll never be able to forget.
It will forever be on my list of regrets but most importantly will i ever be able to forgive myself...
It kill's me everyday not knowing. Wondering if the decision we made was the right one.
Thinking about what i gave up..Boy or girl?Would knowing give me some type of relief or just cause more pain.
Praying this wont ruin the excitement of my next child. I know i'll never be able to forget.
It will forever be on my list of regrets but most importantly will i ever be able to forgive myself...
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