Obsession: I want to play a game

Commencing as a game,
no one wanted you to play,
no one, wanted you to know about.
Manipulated by the other players with their schemes of devious stratagems, they keep you at Bay,
seeking to keep you blinded, playing a game within their sick game in attempts in keeping you stagnated in a state of ignorance.
They’re ARROGANT.
And you play against that arrogance.
Obscuring their Vision to your already involvement, counter plating how their playing this game,
You observe their every move,
their words,
body language,
facial expressions.
Monitoring the after-work brushing of the teeth, the after-work showers.
Calculating lies,
Forming facts from theories,
this has become intoxicating,
exhilarating.
As thrilling as it is,
for you it’s s not enough,
you want to be directly involved,
you want to participate,
you want to play.
Deciding to facilitate a game around their game, unbeknownst to them,
they’ve become the puppets,
and you,
Puppet Master.
Antagonist
yes, yesss,
antagonizing the players with their own game. Becoming a game of Chase,
of a game of cat-and-mouse,
a game of reaction,
a game of fear,
a game of fool the fools who think they are fooling you.
Chance after chance you give them, confronting the players,
questioning them, the more the situation is approached, the more it is denied.
Deception has become fluent,
deceiving you,
fun. A game within a game.
Let’s Play.
They mock you,
laugh at you,
 projecting the game in your face while hiding it in plain sight.
This Is stimulating,
still, it’s not enough,
you crave more.
Your desire for their fear has grown.
Their scheming,
their lies,
their deception,
the manipulation,
most of all,
their audacity to f****** underestimate you,
to undermine you.
This has emancipated energy,
a evil energy.
A Force put into motion,
lying dormant until now.
A Force, 1 player knew existed, yet to have seen it manifest in its full nature.
Energy, one knew existed.
Be it as it may, she plays it as being weak, belittling you,
degrading you,
disregarding all she knows you truly are.
As this evil spoken of becomes hungry,
becomes voracious,
becomes menacing,.
Thoughts Sinister,
acts Insidious,
from the manifestation of a wickedness, they’ll regret unleashing.
As an ominous Dark Cloud project overhead, embracing that Darkness, filling a void saturated and blackness. A
U become relentless,
you become insatiable,
you become obsessed,
you become a shadow,
you become their nightmare.
You BeCome!