Pretty Flowers in a Broken Vase

I don't know what happened
It's none of my business
Got my own history
Some of it romantic
A lot of it rough
When she broke my heart
I made every woman pay
5 years of jaded sex
Pushing their limits
Some loved it
Some loved it too much
Obsession
It's a freak show
Binding flesh
Bending minds
Twisting truths
Till all that's left is anarchy
Where did the love go
5 years I lasted
Wrong side of sexuality
Every chase
Monumental thrills
Yet left on the road side
Broken and unbound
It was then I knew my sickness
That was my first day of healing
Never looked back
Took my time
Became myself again
A good guy she said
Then I fell in love