They say my brains chemicals have been compromised,
I have depression they say in a way that some how seems normalized.
Small stresses often leave me overwhelmed unlike it does for you,
To control the uncontrolable is something I feel compelled to do.
I believe everything happens for a reason and to my battles I know that many people can relate,
At times it feels like my soul was sold in an auction to the devil because God didn't even try to negotiate.