So much time has past and many things have changed, Yet some how inside my mind remains deranged. The scars may be faded, but the demons remain. With all that I've been through I'll never be the same. I've done my best to move on and forget about the darkness that once swallowed me whole. I was living life with a smile, reading a script, simply playing a role.
Somehow despite my efforts to escape, the darkness has come back to consume me once again. I hate that I'm so fragile, easily broken like a doll made of porcelain. I know I'm strong but...
When youíre all gathered around the table for a family dinner, with one empty chair; † † † † † † †Keep me in mind. When youíre all sitting around talking and laughing about your days; †† † † † † † † † Keep me in mind. If you ever realize that something is missing from your life; †† † † † † † † † Keep me in mind. Now that youíre all alone and need a friend, someone to listen and understand; †† † † † † † † †Keep me in mind. Now that it feels like the weight of the world is on your shoulders; †† † † † † † † Keep me in mind †Now that I...
As soon as the smile is here it quickly disappears behind a frown, All these negative thoughts come crashing down on me, Much like the waves on the sea I am the rocks that slowly wither away as the water crashes into me
A mother is someone youíre supposed to be able to rely on to relive your stress and heart ache, but mine just seems to pile it on.
Im sorry I thought you were the adult in this scenario?!? Sick of all your petty bullshit blaring through my brain like a skipping disc in the stereo.
Iím Facing every obstacle and challenge on my own, a house without love just isnít a home. Drowning in this pool of hate and shame, itís a waste of time to start pointing fingers we both know you wonít take the blame.