nazarene sex at 13

Small midwest town  
Sunday evenin'  
Roun' bout 7  
Hot and balmy  
Everyone a sweatin'  
Window fans  
A buzzin' stale air  
Blowin' everywhere
Keepin' us cool  
Old women  
Pulling back hair  
From their faces  
Hands swaying  
Back and forth  
Using Jesus fans  
Put there  
By the deacons  
Church services...  
 
Songs of joy  
Being raised to heaven  
Prayin' to a god  
No one can see  
Gettin' saved and sanctified  
Was a weekly thing  
Couldn't behave  
Myself no matter what  
 Liked church though  
Got me out of house  
Since about 10 or so
Can't exactly remember  
Entire story  
But here goes...  
 
Sittin' in church  
At age 13
Bout 1962 or 3
Boyfriend comes  
Sits beside me  
Asked if i want  
To look at his car  
We sat in back  
No one would notice  
Poor ol' Butch died  
In Vietnam War  
Broke my heart too  
For you see  
That was the night  
I lost my virginity  
He was a hoodlum  
My kind of guy  
Convinced me  
To look and see  
Got into back seat  
Of his cool lookin' car  
Talked for a bit  
Kissed longer  
Rubbing on me  
Got me down  
In the seat  
Held my hands  
As he pushed  
Himself into me  
Into my virgin self  
Sad really  
Was a wham  
Bam thank ya mam  
Kinda thing  
Not exactly how  
I wanted my  
First time to be  
But what  
A wonderful story...  
 
Church services  
Are going on  
People singin' and praisin'  
Raising them  
Towards the heavens  
And, here I am  
In a car right  
A the front entrance  
When I lost  
My virginity