Just in case my intellect perplex I have a mental capacity that exceeds insanity Having made a complete cipher On the scales of reality
being born with intent I was never afraid to commit Injected with the serum for suicide I'm veering towards homicide
From an omnipotent vantage point, I see everything from above Except the murderer hiding in the alcove Stabbed in the back, spliced from my center of being I realize I'm bounded to Baal, creator of demons
Have you ever had that one someone, that one, that was just like a drug You've both been through all types of extremes to satisfy this love I mean this was your Boo, your heart beat, your fucking backbone You know nothing but darkness every moment that she leaves you alone
The darkness moves in so fast, along with clouds and rain Fierce loving with the force of a monsoon, you still can't stop this pain Fucking late nights spent snacking and watching our favorite sitcoms Two AM in the morning and it's another sitcom and more popcorn
See that there, I did that shit I observed her walking along a train looking at a burner, impressed by it I walked up introduced myself, and started discussing the piece She asked was it mine, I said no but I know the thief
Told her my boy, Knuckles, is a master of the art She asked if I really knew the artist or was I trying to get her legs to part I took her picture with my phone, and told her that we'ld meet the next day Walked her ass two cars down pointed at the burner asking did I look okay
Hello Baby Girl, the name is Me Why would you be all alone as anyone can see Sitting and sipping your drink with your head always down You can't hear the music, your problems are drowning out the sound
Do you want conversation or a willing ear I'm really tame Baby Girl. so have no fear I'll sit and listen, while you sip your drink Then when you're done, I'll tell you what I think
What he does day in and out, to you area mystery You know little of his present and none of his history Conversations with him are always one sided ...
I'm tired of writing about breaking up I'm tired and worn of breaking up I'm tired of feeling as if I'm the one corrupt I'm tired of feeling like I'm the only one giving a fuck
I've cried and worried, but still a clown feigning to laugh How is it that you're the only one with sunshine in the aftermath My heart fucking clenching in a grip everytime that I think of you Fucking digging through your lies only to find that they are true
I was accustom to bearing the burden, sharing and accepting the blame Snapping to attention or oozing from...
What do you do when your universe starts to collapse You're jogging around infinity praying for the last lap The confusions of the human race has given you a slap You're traveling an unknown course that hasn't been explored or mapped
Solitude has always been the key to my existence And it seems the confusion of intermingling is getting more persistent Attacked from all sides, don't they realize that I've never been caressed I'm like Shawshank getting more shit after crawling through years of mess