"float on"

Trapped in trance
wrapped up in this  
universal dance by chance..
directing and uniting entities
who've entered this expedition  
without explanation..
 
Strangest placement of souls and such
steering many forms and beings
bound to the beauty they've
been blessed to be seeing  
and baffled by repeatedly..
 
It's an exceedingly enamoring
yet wavering walk of death
turned leap of faith
still I've yet to set myself straight,
to forget regret and quit latching
to the lie that it's too late
or that my fate isn't my fault or fabricated by other forces..
I falter and bounce back
and float on
through the joy and woes
highs and lows
even if the smothering voices
toy and taunt only growing to haunt.
 
I ignore or embrace  
whatever the case,
I'm shifting shape  
whether or not I remain sane
will be up for debate.