Clarity

Drowning myself for years
It was something I got used to
Masking thoughts that brought me tears
Doing things I never wanted to do

I broke your heart in many ways
Even though I already lost it
I longed for you to stay
That invisible line.. I never meant to cross it

I hit my rock bottom
An unfortunate way for a wake up call
The self medication made me dumb and rotten
I will rise up after my dark and lonely fall

I never stopped loving you
I needed to make things right
I'm getting the help I always needed to
"We will be great" is still within sight

I'm feeling things more vividly
No more masking of the past
I'm doing what I'm supposed to be
My love for you so vast

I am seeing light at the end of the tunnel
I am taking control of my life
The light is my Sunshine a light not subtle
My beautiful Angel. My soon to be wife