Whatís a man to do? When everything in his life has been laid out before his eyes. But, I love you, has never been felt permanently true... This man pretended his whole life Only to realize that love is there , only if, you remain in solitude
So Iíd found something I was good at It was because you told me to try If only I kept at it I thought I was better but I was still the sad guy I had been wounded many times like it showed in my tat I was crippled with a diseased mind My life was always grey and then it became black Constant failures... I should have seen the signs You almost kept me on track I was proud to call you mine Life requires energy but I ran out of that I didnít mean to die I changed my mind... But it was too late and it was time.
When days were dark and nights were long An idea had sparked into a thought Will I find happiness or is hope long gone I think what happened was I've been all wrong Hope has been there in the winds' songs A lesson within was let bygones be bygones
Everyone else is happy At least that's what I see I'm left alone, I'm hiding The redness in my eyes from crying † † You look at me and feel pity I'm dying inside just let me † It's this internal burning That keeps me from a happy feeling † I am the lock with no key Useful in theory but useless in reality I'm discarded as I should be What do I have to offer but in death A Fertilized Daisy
This world is a trip isn't it Snowball effect when bad things happen I get tired of this shit Im fresh blood for your anthem
What am I in this world The only thing I feel is death creeping on me My hope is burned The smell is getting heavy
Somebody help me I can't seem to breathe With all this bullshit building and building I'm tearing at the seams! The pressure is worsening My life means no more to me A means to an end hopefully Eternally resting my infinite sleep
I'm consumed with rage I've always struggled with it I dont think I have the courage To keep going with this shit
I'm consumed with insecurity It's taken over my life I've ruined great things undoubtedly Is the answer in this knife?
This storm is blocking the light of the sun I've got no where to go The end is near I think it's already begun Shine light on me so I know What's supposed to happen (un) Fear has taken control I thought I saw light but I was mistaken