Adumbrated

Adumbrated
(Twenty-Six  of 30 -- Official DUP NaPo/GloPoWrimo 2019)
 
I want to tell You
wanted desperately to tell,  
to say. . .
I miss You and miss You terribly today
and not just today
but today a lot.
 
I resist and coerce my heart to  
imprison itself so You can and will
continue. . .
Live Your life,  
You know, the life You are meant to live
and love before my love for You
intruded, infected and interlinked with
Your heart.
 
And so,
although well hidden and hidden well
 
(well, maybe not that well hidden for
somehow You saw me, have always
seen me in the backdrop)
 
within reach but not readily held
I scribe these feelings upon this poor
substitute for the parchment of my
spirit.
I love You and have only a desire to
see You Happy.
 
Please accept my apology for letting
my tears escape ~
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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