sacred contracts of the soulless

        
the broken dawn in her sadness wept  
lonely tears she will never be understood  
a pink horizon blush with feeling  
she oversees my pain  
   
forlorn child of sin  
wandering the Earth seeking a match
peering into the faces of dead deities
hoping to resurrect a feeling  
am I really alone?  
   
touching the aether  
I send out eternal echoes    
they reverberate back with an emptiness  
lays waste to my soul  
   
I hear your voice whisper...God of my childhood  
once again I am alone with you  
my innocent prayers bleed  
I will never see you the same  
you raped my faith on the altar    
   
your Sadism knows no bounds  
when it comes to me  
I search the heavens for someone to save me  
guardians born of my magic...protect
keep you from me  
   
but like a little girl    
I'm come looking for you  
masochistic I admit I need you  
   
who am I without the pain you put me through?  
   
a soulless wanderer without boundaries  
keep me in my place  
my nature frightens me  
looking into the face of the godless...faithless...soulless...is me  
 
keep me close or I will destroy us both