Submissions by _shadoe_ (katyusha)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction poet? not so much... but i do a fantastic robot bunny impression
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Jul 2020 10:38pm
12th Jul 2020 10:38pm
a poem-type-thing for a poet ~
dear charkhol'd dichotomy ov half-light {&} midday ~
your words were blood {&} ash in my mouth; a sinister swell
ov larvae writ(h)ing
[decadent metaphors]
coagulat'd in runes amid the leaves steeping in cut glass
monkshood merlot
savor'd on fork'd tongue, sips ov bruise
s
w
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r
l
'd
a copper coin maelstrom against scarr'd discern [hearse/nak'd filament
hipster bold
asylum invitation]
tannin tenets, the (un)holy scripture ov pagan communion
wafer-thin curs(iv)'d verse
sit ...
your words were blood {&} ash in my mouth; a sinister swell
ov larvae writ(h)ing
[decadent metaphors]
coagulat'd in runes amid the leaves steeping in cut glass
monkshood merlot
savor'd on fork'd tongue, sips ov bruise
s
w
i
r
l
'd
a copper coin maelstrom against scarr'd discern [hearse/nak'd filament
hipster bold
asylum invitation]
tannin tenets, the (un)holy scripture ov pagan communion
wafer-thin curs(iv)'d verse
sit ...
#gratitude
125 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2020 8:33am
22nd Jun 2020 8:33am
subnormal ii
#confessional
150 reads
12 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Jun 2020 3:08pm
15th Jun 2020 3:08pm
la vie de bohéme ~ {xxvi}
iii]
the stars shatter
& exhale their amniotic dust
as a sigh from the crescent moon ov your mouth;
your breath [a world] against my lingerie tint'd lips;
i am a mist ov rosehip,
a nest ov fragile turquoise veins
anchor'd by your weight at the cradle ov my hips,
a pressing threat ov self-immolation
[ii]
weighing the worth ov your salt
in the dimple ov my navel,
a transference ov pearlescent exertion
thrust upon my skin by your pores.
[i]
where is the cataclysm, the familiar rushing ferocity ...
the stars shatter
& exhale their amniotic dust
as a sigh from the crescent moon ov your mouth;
your breath [a world] against my lingerie tint'd lips;
i am a mist ov rosehip,
a nest ov fragile turquoise veins
anchor'd by your weight at the cradle ov my hips,
a pressing threat ov self-immolation
[ii]
weighing the worth ov your salt
in the dimple ov my navel,
a transference ov pearlescent exertion
thrust upon my skin by your pores.
[i]
where is the cataclysm, the familiar rushing ferocity ...
#confessional
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6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th May 2020 3:38pm
30th May 2020 3:38pm
tuck your self-pity, you pussy arsed c**t
my apologies in advance, i'm usually super nice until someone presses the cunt button
and then I'm a thundering twatosaurus
I'm so angry, you could boil a fucking egg in my arse}
{iii}
my father loved me too much, it is known
{GOT fans, need to echo that like a dothraki, please
or my being clever is just lost}
mother didn't love me enough to open her eyes, it is known
& so...
... i grew the fuck up and became a functioning human being
who owns up to her shit because excuses
for perpetuating the cycle only go so far
...
and then I'm a thundering twatosaurus
I'm so angry, you could boil a fucking egg in my arse}
{iii}
my father loved me too much, it is known
{GOT fans, need to echo that like a dothraki, please
or my being clever is just lost}
mother didn't love me enough to open her eyes, it is known
& so...
... i grew the fuck up and became a functioning human being
who owns up to her shit because excuses
for perpetuating the cycle only go so far
...
#anger
271 reads
27 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th May 2020 8:29pm
27th May 2020 8:29pm
ignore this... i'm half past drunk {&} you're confusing me just a little more than i should allow ~
iv}
flirting with gash'd lashes
{maybe
just a little
once
briefly}
an embryo in the disect'd belly ov a pomegranate
seed'd as i was by you in that moment
{iii}
tissue paper memoria circle the drain in my bath full
ov cocaine & kerosene_
i clean my whoring wounds with disolving love letters
& it matters not that words disperse in anemone tendrils
ov curiosity
{ii}
lick the crisis from my lips,
i have all my buttons pretzel'd
{i}
there is a part ov me,
all...
flirting with gash'd lashes
{maybe
just a little
once
briefly}
an embryo in the disect'd belly ov a pomegranate
seed'd as i was by you in that moment
{iii}
tissue paper memoria circle the drain in my bath full
ov cocaine & kerosene_
i clean my whoring wounds with disolving love letters
& it matters not that words disperse in anemone tendrils
ov curiosity
{ii}
lick the crisis from my lips,
i have all my buttons pretzel'd
{i}
there is a part ov me,
all...
#confessional
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th May 2020 9:59pm
10th May 2020 9:59pm
he, the aether ~ {vi}
iv]
the sounds ov us are decoupag'd, press'd between the walls
like last winter's azaleas
i often summon from the scrapbook ov my
pentagram'd cunt
from the back ov my eyes where we lie dirty & graffiti'd,
the back alley ov love stories; perfum'd with piss & red wine
spilling from my navel
[iii]
too long chas'e, hound'd thru the count ov threads
my arse decor'd by vintage stamps. i have paid your postage
in fitt'd she's, the fingers ov my madness digress
carve anew path, fold a questioning...
the sounds ov us are decoupag'd, press'd between the walls
like last winter's azaleas
i often summon from the scrapbook ov my
pentagram'd cunt
from the back ov my eyes where we lie dirty & graffiti'd,
the back alley ov love stories; perfum'd with piss & red wine
spilling from my navel
[iii]
too long chas'e, hound'd thru the count ov threads
my arse decor'd by vintage stamps. i have paid your postage
in fitt'd she's, the fingers ov my madness digress
carve anew path, fold a questioning...
#confessional
172 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Apr 2020 1:01pm
16th Apr 2020 1:01pm
NaPoWriMo 2020 {poems 16-30} ~ miscellany, minutiae, etceteras
16/30
la vie de bohéme ~ {xii}
i remember, fondly
the wrinkl'd softness ov
viktoriya's hands
lin'd with yenta-wisdom
when she first press'd
styrofoam into
my youth; instilling
frozen nostalgia
which lingers still
in the teaspoon
{sweet peppermint
{&} bitter chocolate} ...
la vie de bohéme ~ {xii}
i remember, fondly
the wrinkl'd softness ov
viktoriya's hands
lin'd with yenta-wisdom
when she first press'd
styrofoam into
my youth; instilling
frozen nostalgia
which lingers still
in the teaspoon
{sweet peppermint
{&} bitter chocolate} ...
#NaPoWriMo2020
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Apr 2020 11:12am
1st Apr 2020 11:12am
NaPoWriMo 2020 {poems 1-15} ~ miscellany, minutiae, etceteras
foreword:
well... fuuuuuuuuck ltm
there's sort of a theme, i think...
... maybe it's more like a half-cock'd idea
oh, tiny gods ___
i have no idea what i'm doing
apart from sticking random words, profanity & some sacrilege together
with even more random punctuation
& copious amounts ov wine
& hoping someone thinks i'm a fecking genius:-
😱 ...
well... fuuuuuuuuck ltm
there's sort of a theme, i think...
... maybe it's more like a half-cock'd idea
oh, tiny gods ___
i have no idea what i'm doing
apart from sticking random words, profanity & some sacrilege together
with even more random punctuation
& copious amounts ov wine
& hoping someone thinks i'm a fecking genius:-
😱 ...
#NaPoWriMo2020
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Mar 2020 10:43pm
27th Mar 2020 10:43pm
autumnal miscellany {&} minutiae i ~ i think this was meant to be erotica but it's f**k'd now
iii} i think i know where this is going but can never be sure;
i am just a conduit, adrift in half form'd thoughts_ buri'd with the bones ov words & trying to exhale flesh...
mayhap you might show me where it all leads:
mir'd in this schism ov uninspir'd, artless breath
whistling thru the skeletal structures/strictures from which i
have swung
by the noose ov my arteries_ a bleeding mass ov heart {&} cunt
suffocating in the grip
ov everything i pretend not to feel
{ii} at my exhumation, when i am wrapped warm in the tatters ov...
i am just a conduit, adrift in half form'd thoughts_ buri'd with the bones ov words & trying to exhale flesh...
mayhap you might show me where it all leads:
mir'd in this schism ov uninspir'd, artless breath
whistling thru the skeletal structures/strictures from which i
have swung
by the noose ov my arteries_ a bleeding mass ov heart {&} cunt
suffocating in the grip
ov everything i pretend not to feel
{ii} at my exhumation, when i am wrapped warm in the tatters ov...
#confessional
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2020 6:25pm
26th Mar 2020 6:25pm
just testing my pen
iii}
press'd twixt cheek & tongue, two syllables
hammer'd into soft tissue
an orchid-sweet confession ov bone [&] sinew
rasping pores, the glide ov saline pearls
in the slivers where light pools & is swallow'd as hills fall
surge in angst
collapse as spun glass paroxysms
{ii}
the violent storm ov pupil inhaling iris_ devouring lash & skin
unbuttoning ribs
until my faberge heart shatters, needles my insides
your fingertips
that breathless space between my nothingness
& the warmth ov your...
press'd twixt cheek & tongue, two syllables
hammer'd into soft tissue
an orchid-sweet confession ov bone [&] sinew
rasping pores, the glide ov saline pearls
in the slivers where light pools & is swallow'd as hills fall
surge in angst
collapse as spun glass paroxysms
{ii}
the violent storm ov pupil inhaling iris_ devouring lash & skin
unbuttoning ribs
until my faberge heart shatters, needles my insides
your fingertips
that breathless space between my nothingness
& the warmth ov your...
#confessional
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Jan 2020 10:57pm
30th Jan 2020 10:57pm
stain'd glass city iii
iii}
every red from 100 to oh shit
somewhere where the land is flat & dead
fire ripe
& scatter'd limbs, accusatory fingertip missiles point east;
eyes up
mouth downturn'd
a private storm in skulls crack'd like sun-warm asphalt: -
tinder
husks ov uproot'd saplings
wrapp'd in the white arms ov polyester vampires
sponging the sidewalk with shread'd tongues to stall the wilt
{ii}
belch'd from the snarling beast, fed to bursting with eucalyptus & iron
& the pollock-esque...
every red from 100 to oh shit
somewhere where the land is flat & dead
fire ripe
& scatter'd limbs, accusatory fingertip missiles point east;
eyes up
mouth downturn'd
a private storm in skulls crack'd like sun-warm asphalt: -
tinder
husks ov uproot'd saplings
wrapp'd in the white arms ov polyester vampires
sponging the sidewalk with shread'd tongues to stall the wilt
{ii}
belch'd from the snarling beast, fed to bursting with eucalyptus & iron
& the pollock-esque...
#dark
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Jan 2020 9:17am
28th Jan 2020 9:17am
into my loneliness comes iv ~ in the name ov god
iii}
herewith further information in respect ov my enduring obsession
with your dark sunlight,
how it sews winter into my skin...
bites ov frost
... splitting my breast to the bone___
if only i could peel away blacken'd tissue,
bare the pulse ov my vital organs when your scream
fingers the wound
{ii}
in the shadow ov ley lines, a corrod'd artery in which i
lie
waiting with my heart in my throat, a pincushion for anticipatory breaths_ ragg'd aums
filling the firmament
with scal'd...
herewith further information in respect ov my enduring obsession
with your dark sunlight,
how it sews winter into my skin...
bites ov frost
... splitting my breast to the bone___
if only i could peel away blacken'd tissue,
bare the pulse ov my vital organs when your scream
fingers the wound
{ii}
in the shadow ov ley lines, a corrod'd artery in which i
lie
waiting with my heart in my throat, a pincushion for anticipatory breaths_ ragg'd aums
filling the firmament
with scal'd...
#confessional
185 reads
5 Comments
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