Signed With My Heart and Sealed With My Kiss (I Will Love You Forever)

I finally did it
The ghost of you that I carried with me
Was at last laid to rest
May we meet again
In a different place
In another time
As different people

I carried you in my pocket
A small momento of what you mean to me
My dearest friend
The sweetest memory
Offering a kinder word, a softer smile
Who haunted me so long

I still remember our song
It plays in my head from time to time
Practically have the URL memorized
Listening to it is a bittersweet
Sharp memories of where we never went

Is it wrong of me to think of you?
The moments we dreamed together
Laughing together
Sharing together
Wasting time just to avoid a goodbye

I think I've finally done it, though
I've said goodbye for the last time
No more tears
The pain will always linger
A needle in the back of my mind
Keeping the wound your daggers left from healing
Leaving just enough room for infection

The evening sun was setting
Behind the taller mountains to give the fullest show
What a show it was
The sky was alight with the purest colors
Lightest pink, baby blue, peach, purple
Around every cloud and on every edge it stood out
A halo of delicate gold to make Egypt cry with envy
Clinging and plating

I gazed at the sky in wonder
Removed the piece of you from my pocket
Folded neatly into quarters
Scrawling with a pen in unsure letters
It soon took shape
The simple admittence
"I will love you forever"
Signed with a heart and my dearest tears
Trembling, it was sealed with gentle kiss

Sigh at the horizon
As peach turns to coral, baby blue into indigo
And my soul sings our song one last time
I just want to hold you close
They seem shorter now than they did then
Our moments together swirl
They shine and want to pull the trigger
I didn't even want to sleep back in those days

Hold my breath
Wish for strength I know will come
Your lips, your nose, your lovely eyes
Taking your ghost and all my will
I slowly released it from my hand
It softly falls
I turn away
The gentle sound of paper landing in the grass

Sudden wind picks up
I turn just in time to see your ghost flying
Carried towards the golden sunset
No more tears
It about time for life to start
No more wishing to hear it one more time
One last time
There is no price I wouldn't pay to say these words to you
It is always, after all
"I will love you forever"

I finally did it
The ghost of you that I carried with me
Was at last laid to rest
May we meet again
In a different place
In another time
As different people



Shine through again, O' troubled love
And hear the words once spoke for thee
Is dearest not the memory?
Never love remember me
For time shall come when tears will call
Without a word begin to fall
Fall into his arms once more
Was only he, and he was all
Were you not or are you still?
Pretence with intent to kill
Miss me once against my will
Forget my sight and curse my name
Was nothing once and now again
Please promise to forget my name


anata no ai no tame ni watashi ha kanshiya suru.