Heart's Hopes Lost

I walked alone along a dirt road  
I was down and truly out  
I looked for a sign just sign  
I seen something in the distance  
 
I gazed  at you from afar  
As blossoms fell from ancient trees  
on grounds with history etched  
grooves of barks gently touched  
 
History is about to be made  
A look a touch you sooth me  
I feel haunted I still want you  
Memories remain in these roots  
 
Yes, memories, you grew distant  
You left for where I couldn’t go  
like a fluttery butterfly I waved  
left for my home shrouded in sadness  
 
I went deep into my soul there I stayed  
Healing took too long without you there  
I seen a beauty that you had given away  
A trust lost to another I was lost in time  
 
Trust wasn’t born of my passion  
carved in my bones the sorrow  
a wish a star each night  
that time turns us as before  
 
I’m tired of this torment  
I struggle to keep it all together  
I want what I’ve lost, no time left  
Going to try and sleep leave it behind  
 
Torment shall leave you  
but for eternity you will remember  
a beginning of shining hopes  
to yearnings wrapped in dusts and ashes.  
 
 
A collaboration with EpicUtester69.