So Few, O! Precious.

~~~this is like a parody/farce of an old fuck who never "made the grade".....gotta laugh at such foibles'n'follies. Tha's what Most of US are made of~~~~~~~


My
                "reader
                    ship"             is    sink
                                                  ing........

All these years.......so little attention.......4decades......almost got there (via Ginsberg)
                              b u t
               that didn't                fly                  too       far            (obviously).

G'odd bless'im ,  so polite was he. (Almost enthusiastic he seemed),
                                     so swamped
                         by idiot acolytes (like me),
   most of'em               willing         to      open
                           their ass(holes)       to whatever.

That "stuff"     scared me....so young and 'sweet' was I........
          so young, stupid'sweet..........

years later, I 'partied'  &musically performed  at Wm.Burrough's house in LawrenceKs.

Bill was long gone, & some of were them the aging acolytes previously mentioned,
            were there.

I played improvised bass clarinet.  Oh, how they clamored the performance.
then,
         never heard from any-of-'em ever again.

Too little 'me' projecting upon their illusion(s),delusion(s) of The Legendary.
(I suppose)

I should go "away" & see if the g'odds over there 'remember'     me.
        
          (yeah, jus'kiddin--------per'haps)....
           either way, it's almost 'that time'
for my ill little heart
                                  to depart........

("man, if ye wrote dribbledy, positive stuff, the (amateur) audience would LOVE
     .....whatever."------ an anonymous friend)


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