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But is she better now
(This might just be a part one I'm not sure yet)
But is she better now:
She's eating more when others are with her.
Telling them she's sleeping so much more.
She tries her best not to stair at the clock or the door when she's with company.
They think she's getting better now.
At home alone she pukes until she bleeds
Alone she cries and seethes.
She hates herself the demons in her head
Sometimes She'll remember to eat at least once a day..
She's not better right now
She hears daily " your gaining weight you should exercise more"
She eats less,
But the pills she takes makes it look like she eats more
She goes days with no sleep
And when she finally sleeps its for 2 whole days
"Well I'm glad your getting sleep you needed it"
You think she is better now
Because now she doesn't call you when something is wrong with her
You think she's better now
Because of the act she's learned to put together so perfectly.
Just for you.
(Honest feed back please)
But is she better now:
She's eating more when others are with her.
Telling them she's sleeping so much more.
She tries her best not to stair at the clock or the door when she's with company.
They think she's getting better now.
At home alone she pukes until she bleeds
Alone she cries and seethes.
She hates herself the demons in her head
Sometimes She'll remember to eat at least once a day..
She's not better right now
She hears daily " your gaining weight you should exercise more"
She eats less,
But the pills she takes makes it look like she eats more
She goes days with no sleep
And when she finally sleeps its for 2 whole days
"Well I'm glad your getting sleep you needed it"
You think she is better now
Because now she doesn't call you when something is wrong with her
You think she's better now
Because of the act she's learned to put together so perfectly.
Just for you.
(Honest feed back please)
Published 10th Jun 2017
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10th Jun 2017 11:06am
This is a sad tale, I think this person really needs proper help from the dr and I'm meaning no disrespect at all this is like depression or anxiety there is no help from anyone that would work unless it's from a dr of that field 😊
22nd Oct 2017 9:52am
6th Feb 2019 8:42am
We all are guilty of hiding form others around us for many reasons, social acceptability etc ... you write very well ...
