Drunk 8 am

what you need is a good man to help tire you out & keep you relaxed

thank you Satan you could be right ;)

love Brenda

100%

Seems you have everything covered . . .
Alcohol . . . Meds . . . Coke . . .
They say get high on life . . . I say,
that's what the fuck she's doing, chump!

thank you Jerry lol you're great :)

love Brenda

What Satan said was right Brenda, but, to add to
his advice I say... you need a good man to relax
you all the time and then, to wear you out at the
end of the night and help you fall asleep; but,
who also drinks, takes the meds with you
and does the lines. Lol

Relatable write... Dantalyon

thank you Dantalyon a good man to wear me out at the end of the day eh? lol ;)

great advise love Brenda

Well, we all need someone to take
care of us thoroughly in that regard -
at the end of the day; in the middle
of the night; in the morning; mid
morning; nooner; midday; evening -
whenever we need it.

I like the impromptu ones, where I
just grab her and, throwing her down,
engage in cunninlingus on her until
her eyes roll into the back of her
head and she's screaming for
intercourse, or, vice versa.

Moral of the story though, is that we
need to be ravished sexually all the
time.

I think that that's what Jesus would
do - WWJD - ROFLMAO. HA-HA; just
fucking with you. I'm fucked-up as
shit right now.

lol Dantalyon I love you so much you're fucking great ;)

love Brenda

Fuck redemption

I drink too much too, so do a lot of people

Cheers babe

thank you Poet love you.. Cheers..

xoxo Brenda

Damn! I loved this from the word go!

It's so freakin hot and humid today  ... but I'm gonna have a shot for you Crim, and this ink.  

Salud

thank you graciously Lobo.. Salud

love Crim

Crim my darling sister, i feel you, in fact I'm getting ready to pop a top right now..
I love you *tookie xoxoxox
I'm here if you need an ear or wanna talk...
(((((((((((((Brenda))))))))))))))))))
Jackie xoxoxox

thank you beautiful Jackie.. Cheers :)

love Brenda

I'm gonna have to agree with Satan as well... although a counterpart, can take you over edge as well.
a little past the morn... but I think adult beverages myself calls. ahh... that's better!!!!
I still bid the herb, it's good meditation :)
Lot's of love to you Crim

thank you Cheers and here's to the herb as well :)  
 
love Crim

Young lady... In all honesty anxiety, I know all to well... teetered on the edge of transcendence, no laughing matter, find yourself perspective... A few beverages in at the moment and acknowledging the demons we all aggregatedly adore.... As humans, we are a fucked up species no wonder were destroying the mother... But there is so much beauty as well... the untapped wealth of our mind, think not a species of another has attained... If open to that concept, we are advanced yet immature as we exist.... Ok that's enough crazy for the moment Mr. Fabulous....

Find yourself present, good vibes your way sent
<3 Dkruie  

thank you Dkruie for such a wonderfully enlightening comment :)

love Crim

Agravatedly.... Spellcheck bounced, mind askued at the present 😉

I hate that I even liked this piece..

but Godamn it my ladyloves.

You hit another raw nerve inside
me.. like hell ..yeah you did

Cant even speak on it

thank you graciously Malady sorry to have struck a nerve though lovely one..

love Crim

Crim this is so awesome!!....instant add to my reading list..and they don't know SHIT..unless they have severe anxiety disorder like we do and have experienced it they are talking out their ass!!!...and we just do what we have to do to cope and get by....and I practice meditation and it's absolutely WORTHLESS when you are in that place you describe here nor will it take away those afflictions...it's great if you are already in a relaxed state but then there isn't any anxiety there..lol....I would have told the person at the party to FUCK OFF...you are much nicer than I...lol...great write and thx for baring your soul on a subject that still needs much light shone on it...you are a voice for the voiceless..

Michael

Michael anxiety is no fun.. I feel you on that and I agree meditation is a great tool to be used for a lot of things.. it's just not useful to keep me from going around the bend so to speak.. as for him I rolled with it.. it's to be expected at though sort of gatherings.. thank you for the love on this write and the thoughtful comment..

love Brenda

As someone who may have internalised anxiety for years until it blossomed as MS this has much meaning for me. A wonderfully well articulated piece, thank you.

thank you for your comment.. feeling for your own experiences.. sending love your way..  
 
Crim

thank you most kindly Gabriel :)

love Crim

Sometimes working from 3:00 PM till 7:00 AM, in a Steel Mill, I'd get so wired up from the stress I couldn't go to sleep.  I found a little breakfast beer did the trick.

thank you Snuggle nothing wrong with some breakfast beer after a hard nights work :)

love Crim

All depends on the person I know what it's like all too well but for me meditation helps and sparring matches help too

thank you dearest Kavik warrior soul..

I suppose I could try it before dismissing it..

love Brenda

Hullo  

eh, grand job lady. tells a good tale, some insight,  and wisdom  

reads fine, nothing major sticks out. a small thing : for future reference maybe try not have words repeat so close ie 'this' twice in the first two lines. with soooooo many words to choose from it should be handy enough for you  

might need to put your answer into "  <~  



here's something I've noticed myself doing a fair bit :  
     
I was at a family reunion     
drinking when I shouldn't be  
*on my third when someone asked*  

sometimes I start a thought half way through which could cause the line above to confuse things  

" when I shouldn't be on my third he asked me "  

I suppose, in fairness yours is not all that confusing.


anyhow  

chin up, nose down  

good stuff, Crims

thank you Craic good stuff and keen eye.. I'm notorious for repeating myself and not catching it.. appreciate your thoughts and kind comment on this write..

love Crim

Fuck!

You put it tightly as I am with a bullet in that last stanza there, and the build up was a visit to my guy at the gas station.

The truth on paper... Love you Crim
-
Al -x-x-

thank you most graciously Al..

love Brenda

This piece is raw and edgy. I like the vulnerability and "fuck you all" attitude. Reminds me of Bukowski's shameless ritual pissings in his book "Women."

It's easy for people standing on the outside to hand out advice, unfortunately there's no absolute answer and no easy street... we just need to find our own way to get through the day unscathed.

Great poem, Crim!

thank you kindly Mr. Case am deeply honored that my write would having you thinking of Bukowski..

too true we must all find our own way..

love Crim

Ha! Who said anxiety doesn´t cost a lot of money? It´s so expensive to have anxiety...
Just to put some humor :)
I used to take meds to sleep as well until i realized that being drunk enough, you don´t need them!
I am off of all these for a long time now and I think that Satanssperm is right.. it´s because i found a good man, lol!
Although I accept that poetry is a huge help ;)

Loved it!

Kiss,
Art

thank you Art for the humor and for sharing your experiences..

yes poetry is a big help :)

love Crim

I hope one day you find a way to exorcise that bitch from your life for good.  
Until then, Poetry and Truth void of pretense about her are your revenge. :)

thank you sage soul I hope so too..

love Crim

Why people are so goddamn technical is far beyond me!. . .You're a big girl, Bren, you'll figure it out!. . .Love to you, as always. . .~Devlin/TS

aye I will indeed my Dark Queen thank you..

love Brenda

My Beautiful Brenda, family reunions can begin a trickle effect, even when they're not necessarily a traditional family reunion...you get me...unless someone has or is walking in your shoes, ways of coping are not universal and not a one size fits all....keep you chin up lovely one...

I love you so much.

Xoxo Taryn

thank you beautiful one yeah family reunions suck when you have anxiety..    
   
deeply appreciate your understanding heart..  
   
I love you..  
   
xoxo Brenda

I feel you Crimsin. I myself have been peeling the paint off the ceiling for hours on end before i realized "im on the fucking ceiling......again!!!" Everyone deals with shit different. Stay down as long as you can then....BLOW THE FUCK UP!!!!!!      oh , try and keep a pen or pencil or crayon or charcoal or some form of writing instrument near when this happens cause i'd love to hear about it. lol

thank you for relating to this..

yeah anxiety sucks but you're right writing does help..

love Crim