Submissions by anonymouslyhere (Pariah Shadow)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just toss words around until it feels right.
dead ends
all alone
starring at stone
nothing to do
nothing to say
its dark
with cold concrete under me
dusty and dark
just me
and my voices
and a sound
so clearly sounds as an ocean
the smell so salty
not sure if its morning
or evening
sounds shutter away
eyes start closing
a tear runs down my face
they care not
nor will they ever
maybe if I tried harder
or just made a better choice
close seems to only matter
in horse shoes and handgrenades
a explosion
of corrupted poison
laughing along...
starring at stone
nothing to do
nothing to say
its dark
with cold concrete under me
dusty and dark
just me
and my voices
and a sound
so clearly sounds as an ocean
the smell so salty
not sure if its morning
or evening
sounds shutter away
eyes start closing
a tear runs down my face
they care not
nor will they ever
maybe if I tried harder
or just made a better choice
close seems to only matter
in horse shoes and handgrenades
a explosion
of corrupted poison
laughing along...
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blue forrest
a dark night
awoke in darkness
with a blue light in my eye
I heard a voice
a whisper
quite
surreal misty
we set alone
with not a word said
just thoughts
soaking up a moment alone
in beauty
awoke in darkness
with a blue light in my eye
I heard a voice
a whisper
quite
surreal misty
we set alone
with not a word said
just thoughts
soaking up a moment alone
in beauty
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dead walls
shadows in the dark
creeping inside
awake love and leave this burning place
of blaspheme and lies
your just run as a thief in the dead of night
leave this life of artificial highs
and real-painful lows
stealing your soul
the light is there look ahead
bottles and needles behind
and all the bodys
in places of abandon
left to rot
with no respect
there dive off the deep end
now just lay in filth
of rotting faces
maggots disgust
a frightful thought
not one of them
to watch this lab blow
in a flaming pool...
creeping inside
awake love and leave this burning place
of blaspheme and lies
your just run as a thief in the dead of night
leave this life of artificial highs
and real-painful lows
stealing your soul
the light is there look ahead
bottles and needles behind
and all the bodys
in places of abandon
left to rot
with no respect
there dive off the deep end
now just lay in filth
of rotting faces
maggots disgust
a frightful thought
not one of them
to watch this lab blow
in a flaming pool...
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looking away
safe house awaits
never would I admit
suffrage of selfish metaphors
clean the blood
sharpen the knife
slice by slice
extreme
awake from this dream
nightmares await
reach to deep
stay asleep
forever seems impossible
but look within reach
I know that this isn't the last
forgive my ignorance
shall I speak aloud or just ignore
so easy to turn the cheek
my efforts mean good
my actions don't always speak the way I hope
a failure
a successor we all wish we were
never would I admit
suffrage of selfish metaphors
clean the blood
sharpen the knife
slice by slice
extreme
awake from this dream
nightmares await
reach to deep
stay asleep
forever seems impossible
but look within reach
I know that this isn't the last
forgive my ignorance
shall I speak aloud or just ignore
so easy to turn the cheek
my efforts mean good
my actions don't always speak the way I hope
a failure
a successor we all wish we were
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hope
i wish
i could fix all your pains
and take them all away
just one by one
and let them go
and see you smile
without trying to hold back tears
i wish i could see you sleep without the light
make you see your worth
make you see the light
maybe push you from the edge
as i fall over
make you see
how much more you matter then me
help you save yourself
your a diamond in a place of mud
shining through
brighter than a midday sun
catching bad luck
i hope you live and prosper
and fall into riches and happiness
beyond...
i could fix all your pains
and take them all away
just one by one
and let them go
and see you smile
without trying to hold back tears
i wish i could see you sleep without the light
make you see your worth
make you see the light
maybe push you from the edge
as i fall over
make you see
how much more you matter then me
help you save yourself
your a diamond in a place of mud
shining through
brighter than a midday sun
catching bad luck
i hope you live and prosper
and fall into riches and happiness
beyond...
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we the broken
were all a little crazy
someones place
in this face
coming full circle
with a smile
and last a while
for faking the feelings
abyss of blissfulness
wish I never knew
all the things I know
in the mirror I see
a mind of free
in a body
of me
in a soul so black
tied in a old torn sack
we all run away
from the others
we all smile
we all live
we all die
we are scared
we aren't pretty
we all hurt
we all are so numb
they all call us dumb
but we all know ...
someones place
in this face
coming full circle
with a smile
and last a while
for faking the feelings
abyss of blissfulness
wish I never knew
all the things I know
in the mirror I see
a mind of free
in a body
of me
in a soul so black
tied in a old torn sack
we all run away
from the others
we all smile
we all live
we all die
we are scared
we aren't pretty
we all hurt
we all are so numb
they all call us dumb
but we all know ...
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me
sick and tired
of being the shy guy
the passer by
my opinion doesn't matter
cause my thoughts are useless
mister mess up
master of the screw up
avoiding mirrors
cause the face that looks back
is my worse enemy
I wanna beat him to a pulp
the little guy
with his hands in pocket
standing in no were
with no where to go
nothing to say
just caught up in the fray
needing a purpose
or a way to escape
or just
fade away
of being the shy guy
the passer by
my opinion doesn't matter
cause my thoughts are useless
mister mess up
master of the screw up
avoiding mirrors
cause the face that looks back
is my worse enemy
I wanna beat him to a pulp
the little guy
with his hands in pocket
standing in no were
with no where to go
nothing to say
just caught up in the fray
needing a purpose
or a way to escape
or just
fade away
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captial punishment for no crime
scream little one
theres not where to run
the walls are blocked
for there is no purpose in this struggle
and if you go
its not your fault
for they have sinned
and cast you asunder for there own faults
selfish bastards of self-righteousness
for they refuse to pay the price
for there own actions
they see themselves
and no one else
for a mirror
is the only window they know
then they fight
to keep alive
the murders
and rapists
who refuse
remorse
surely I am not the only one who sees this
not a...
theres not where to run
the walls are blocked
for there is no purpose in this struggle
and if you go
its not your fault
for they have sinned
and cast you asunder for there own faults
selfish bastards of self-righteousness
for they refuse to pay the price
for there own actions
they see themselves
and no one else
for a mirror
is the only window they know
then they fight
to keep alive
the murders
and rapists
who refuse
remorse
surely I am not the only one who sees this
not a...
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a sight, a sin, a soul.
a touch--
lift up the soft hands
the darkness arises
forsaken beings if destruction
have you a soul?
his marionette
made of plastics and polystyrene
lay on a cracked and crippled floor
of wasteful uselessness
beauty kindness
of empty pieces
her fake and flattered feeling
ego shimmering as the sunlight
on polished metal
so vain and vile
the spoken truth
of battered and abused
kind-light shine though
windows of glass
shattered by screams
and cries
for the wicked care not
...
lift up the soft hands
the darkness arises
forsaken beings if destruction
have you a soul?
his marionette
made of plastics and polystyrene
lay on a cracked and crippled floor
of wasteful uselessness
beauty kindness
of empty pieces
her fake and flattered feeling
ego shimmering as the sunlight
on polished metal
so vain and vile
the spoken truth
of battered and abused
kind-light shine though
windows of glass
shattered by screams
and cries
for the wicked care not
...
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amber
shes but a thought
something created in my mind
shes flawed
but so perfect
always keeping me company
telling me its okay
i'm there for her
she makes me not feel like
the helpless little boy
she smiles a sweet tender smile
shes pretty
a soft voice
her laugh brings me a smile
I can feel her
in a moon light night I see her
walking with me
shes like nothing else
but in my mind
so real
yet so fake
feels but part of the void
all before left
but probably
as close to the real thing
as I shall ever get
something created in my mind
shes flawed
but so perfect
always keeping me company
telling me its okay
i'm there for her
she makes me not feel like
the helpless little boy
she smiles a sweet tender smile
shes pretty
a soft voice
her laugh brings me a smile
I can feel her
in a moon light night I see her
walking with me
shes like nothing else
but in my mind
so real
yet so fake
feels but part of the void
all before left
but probably
as close to the real thing
as I shall ever get
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the bloody trail
if were to young to die
almost stopped again
fought it though
giving up seems so easy
burn out
step out
stead aside little one
ive walked this path
it falls
leaves its scares
and I may never exit
puking this thick blood
sick
of being sick
blood runs down my hand
across my arm
and drips red
on the flood
a cold dead stare
black under my eyes
so sick
so dead
so lost
a whisper of hope
around
enters my lungs
keeps the salty tear
from rolling down
...
almost stopped again
fought it though
giving up seems so easy
burn out
step out
stead aside little one
ive walked this path
it falls
leaves its scares
and I may never exit
puking this thick blood
sick
of being sick
blood runs down my hand
across my arm
and drips red
on the flood
a cold dead stare
black under my eyes
so sick
so dead
so lost
a whisper of hope
around
enters my lungs
keeps the salty tear
from rolling down
...
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of eyes that see
smell it
savor all
watch the sky
feel the dry
then soak
up
all the rain
it has its sound
I need a drink.
fires
burn brightest
thoughts of endings
beginnings
I don't need to see
for I can contemplate
feelings...
fevers
of its sweeter tenderness
for an evil deed
death and
despair...
life and
fresh air
this is our breed
loners...
stoners...
talkers...
traitors...
poets...
artists...
braver...
never the wiser
understanding
thoughts unknown
fueling
as it...
savor all
watch the sky
feel the dry
then soak
up
all the rain
it has its sound
I need a drink.
fires
burn brightest
thoughts of endings
beginnings
I don't need to see
for I can contemplate
feelings...
fevers
of its sweeter tenderness
for an evil deed
death and
despair...
life and
fresh air
this is our breed
loners...
stoners...
talkers...
traitors...
poets...
artists...
braver...
never the wiser
understanding
thoughts unknown
fueling
as it...
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