Submissions by EpicUtester69 (Just a simple poet)
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Poet Introduction
Trying
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jul 2019 2:27am
1st Jul 2019 2:27am
I’m sad
Stuck in my own personal prison cell
Trying hard to break free of your grip
Your love is so beautifully toxic to me
I see you I feel weak I can’t stop it, fuck
In the darkness of my mind, resides me
My soul tired, stained, deflated, ruined
Bitter sweet memory’s, pieces float within
Running fast as I can but I’m not moving
You saved me from the wicked witch
I have never been as happy as I was, true
You turned on me, forsaken our vows true
What did I do to deserve this kind of hell?
I was on could 9 for so long it...
Trying hard to break free of your grip
Your love is so beautifully toxic to me
I see you I feel weak I can’t stop it, fuck
In the darkness of my mind, resides me
My soul tired, stained, deflated, ruined
Bitter sweet memory’s, pieces float within
Running fast as I can but I’m not moving
You saved me from the wicked witch
I have never been as happy as I was, true
You turned on me, forsaken our vows true
What did I do to deserve this kind of hell?
I was on could 9 for so long it...
#sadness
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Jun 2019 11:50am
20th Jun 2019 11:50am
Truly in love with you
If you feel any kind of feelings for me give us another try
We both had such a strong connection you know that’s no lie
You even said we are soulmates and I still believe it to be true it was not said for fun
You said once If you love something set it free if it comes back it’s meant to be
I’ve come back into your life I wish I had done this sooner man I have missed being with you
I know it’s crazy that I still have these feelings for you and I know you never set out to hurt me
I know it hurt you as much as it did me and I know you did not like to look at...
We both had such a strong connection you know that’s no lie
You even said we are soulmates and I still believe it to be true it was not said for fun
You said once If you love something set it free if it comes back it’s meant to be
I’ve come back into your life I wish I had done this sooner man I have missed being with you
I know it’s crazy that I still have these feelings for you and I know you never set out to hurt me
I know it hurt you as much as it did me and I know you did not like to look at...
#ILoveYou
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jun 2019 12:01pm
1st Jun 2019 12:01pm
Come home
Wash away my shame while inside you
Take away a deadly sin before nights end
Forget the past before it really kills you
A torched soul left in a world of pain
Burning deep still in a strange time zone
Twisting, turning voices calling the shots
Killing time maybe fucking wasted time
All while you got your rocks off party time
I’ve been criticised feed to the wolves
Looked into your eyes it’s intoxicating
My heart is on my sleeve can’t you see
We must be forbidden in all the multiverse
I sit and wonder of a time...
Take away a deadly sin before nights end
Forget the past before it really kills you
A torched soul left in a world of pain
Burning deep still in a strange time zone
Twisting, turning voices calling the shots
Killing time maybe fucking wasted time
All while you got your rocks off party time
I’ve been criticised feed to the wolves
Looked into your eyes it’s intoxicating
My heart is on my sleeve can’t you see
We must be forbidden in all the multiverse
I sit and wonder of a time...
#heartbroken
#ILoveYou
#FeelingLost
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st May 2019 11:35am
31st May 2019 11:35am
Dazed and confused part 2.1
What is a man without a woman anyway?
What makes a man is it his strength?
What does this man need to do to win you back?
What did I do wrong to you I know I did nothing wrong
I lost my passion for life what about you? Would you of?
Yes I am depressed why would I not be? You saying you would not?
I tried to save myself from your brutal attack
Yes you loved me I know you did I never doubted it
I’ve lost my ghost before my soul left me have you ever felt anyone?
I feel like I’ve been buried with plenty of dirty oxygen in a big pit ...
What makes a man is it his strength?
What does this man need to do to win you back?
What did I do wrong to you I know I did nothing wrong
I lost my passion for life what about you? Would you of?
Yes I am depressed why would I not be? You saying you would not?
I tried to save myself from your brutal attack
Yes you loved me I know you did I never doubted it
I’ve lost my ghost before my soul left me have you ever felt anyone?
I feel like I’ve been buried with plenty of dirty oxygen in a big pit ...
#FeelingLost
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th May 2019 11:17am
17th May 2019 11:17am
You really have a hold on me.
Both are free spirits living two worlds apart
10,000 miles in between meeting but who is counting
Both missing a shadow soon comes into sight
Looking for Cupid’s gentle push in the right direction
Soon a pray was answered I did not see it coming
A blonde hair blue eyed beauty O.M.F.G.
Fell in love with a stranger 10,000 miles away
It was not my intention but it happened this is true
A promise made I attend to keep til my dying breath
So many walls to climb so many said what a fool
Soon there was a wolf in sheep’s clothing ...
10,000 miles in between meeting but who is counting
Both missing a shadow soon comes into sight
Looking for Cupid’s gentle push in the right direction
Soon a pray was answered I did not see it coming
A blonde hair blue eyed beauty O.M.F.G.
Fell in love with a stranger 10,000 miles away
It was not my intention but it happened this is true
A promise made I attend to keep til my dying breath
So many walls to climb so many said what a fool
Soon there was a wolf in sheep’s clothing ...
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th May 2019 11:13am
16th May 2019 11:13am
Call it what you will
Sands of time speed of light vast spaces
Wither away loneliness and despair
Time spent with emptiness in my heart
Forgiveness will leave you hollow from the start
Swallow the bitter pill of fate it’s time I’m sure
Karmas days are damn numbered fucking oath
Waiting in a shallow grave time is slipping away
Time will turn full circle hopefully one day
Dreaming of better days in this millstream
Wasted days soaked in a oblivion of alcohol
Grains of of bad dreams are running rife
Put your faith in love and you can’t go wrong...
Wither away loneliness and despair
Time spent with emptiness in my heart
Forgiveness will leave you hollow from the start
Swallow the bitter pill of fate it’s time I’m sure
Karmas days are damn numbered fucking oath
Waiting in a shallow grave time is slipping away
Time will turn full circle hopefully one day
Dreaming of better days in this millstream
Wasted days soaked in a oblivion of alcohol
Grains of of bad dreams are running rife
Put your faith in love and you can’t go wrong...
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th May 2019 11:15am
14th May 2019 11:15am
I don’t care motherf**ker
I don’t care motherfucker
Devil down below
Me in the middle
God up hi
My life has been on a downward spiral
My life was once filled with crystal clear purpose
We married I was flying so hi nothing could touch me???
I don’t care motherfucker
You took form me something that was ours
I guess life has its own rules on karma and fate
Soulmates we become one truly W.T.F went wrong
I don’t care motherfucker
Rewind my life put me up top and god and the devil can fight for the rest
If I could change...
Devil down below
Me in the middle
God up hi
My life has been on a downward spiral
My life was once filled with crystal clear purpose
We married I was flying so hi nothing could touch me???
I don’t care motherfucker
You took form me something that was ours
I guess life has its own rules on karma and fate
Soulmates we become one truly W.T.F went wrong
I don’t care motherfucker
Rewind my life put me up top and god and the devil can fight for the rest
If I could change...
#anxiety
#love
#depression #hurt
#depression #hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2019 2:07pm
7th May 2019 2:07pm
Lost for words
Been shit faced
Been a total wreck
You better believe it
Seen hard fucking times
Seen love fail miserably
It’s the god damn true
I know what went wrong
I know I belong with you
Wouldn’t ask for anything else
3 wishes is all it would take
3 wishes wasted on a past life for fuck sake
You wouldn’t fucking read about it
Lost my fucking mind over you big time
Lost my manhood too and all fuck it
Yes I did get fucked over backwards
I didn’t see it coming when I...
Been a total wreck
You better believe it
Seen hard fucking times
Seen love fail miserably
It’s the god damn true
I know what went wrong
I know I belong with you
Wouldn’t ask for anything else
3 wishes is all it would take
3 wishes wasted on a past life for fuck sake
You wouldn’t fucking read about it
Lost my fucking mind over you big time
Lost my manhood too and all fuck it
Yes I did get fucked over backwards
I didn’t see it coming when I...
#FeelingLost
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd May 2019 10:54am
3rd May 2019 10:54am
A fools fool love from afar
Love from afar
Who would of thought Meeting you could be one mans downfall
You said hi how are you from the land downunder
I said G’day how are you I see your a Canadian, I knew little of this country
I did not know it but at that very moment I was unconditionally falling for her
I know stupid eh but it’s true I never seen the moment that was building steam
Everything up to that point in my life completely sucked this is 37 years of my life didn’t amount to much
Soon as you had to go I started to miss you and I hopped you would be on when I woke...
Who would of thought Meeting you could be one mans downfall
You said hi how are you from the land downunder
I said G’day how are you I see your a Canadian, I knew little of this country
I did not know it but at that very moment I was unconditionally falling for her
I know stupid eh but it’s true I never seen the moment that was building steam
Everything up to that point in my life completely sucked this is 37 years of my life didn’t amount to much
Soon as you had to go I started to miss you and I hopped you would be on when I woke...
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Apr 2019 5:15am
29th Apr 2019 5:15am
Yep lost in love
Waited years in vain, slain soul withers away
Memories locked for safe keeping I may never reopen
The leftover trash rattles ever fibre of my being
What sort of man was I then? What sort of man am I now?
You twisted lies with truth you had me fooled til the end
What I lost I want back I want this heart ache to stop
If you ever read this you would say what a desperate idiot
I believe what we had was so true do you even have a fucking clue
My head is in a mess your love struck me so hard
In the end I almost died the stress and divorce...
Memories locked for safe keeping I may never reopen
The leftover trash rattles ever fibre of my being
What sort of man was I then? What sort of man am I now?
You twisted lies with truth you had me fooled til the end
What I lost I want back I want this heart ache to stop
If you ever read this you would say what a desperate idiot
I believe what we had was so true do you even have a fucking clue
My head is in a mess your love struck me so hard
In the end I almost died the stress and divorce...
#FeelingLost
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Apr 2019 1:55pm
28th Apr 2019 1:55pm
Not stupid anymore
Were do I go for real relief?
Were is a God that listens
I beg on bended painful knees
Blow the bible story’s out your ass
A god that says he loves us all
A god that will give you a restful place
Come to me when your in need
Knock on the door and it will be opened for you
Yes I am no child I don’t need childish stories
We as humans have guilt and shame no doubt
A loving God floods the world to rid it of scum
God is all knowing he made us all so who’s fault is it?
I give my only son to the human race to kill so all...
Were is a God that listens
I beg on bended painful knees
Blow the bible story’s out your ass
A god that says he loves us all
A god that will give you a restful place
Come to me when your in need
Knock on the door and it will be opened for you
Yes I am no child I don’t need childish stories
We as humans have guilt and shame no doubt
A loving God floods the world to rid it of scum
God is all knowing he made us all so who’s fault is it?
I give my only son to the human race to kill so all...
#FeelingLost
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
26th Apr 2019 10:19pm
26th Apr 2019 10:19pm
No more
Darkness in all of us we are lead to believe
what sort of beast will you unleash today
churches talk trash every single damn day
years wasted on the biggest fucking lie
I don’t pretend that I’m some sort of saint
We have a brain now we see the light
I’m sick of this deception just admit it
You are the evil one praying on the weak
Yes it’s depressing knowing all your tricks
No after life evil seems to live in your heart
Surely if god was real we would all be safe
May all the lie’s bite you in the fucking ass
...
what sort of beast will you unleash today
churches talk trash every single damn day
years wasted on the biggest fucking lie
I don’t pretend that I’m some sort of saint
We have a brain now we see the light
I’m sick of this deception just admit it
You are the evil one praying on the weak
Yes it’s depressing knowing all your tricks
No after life evil seems to live in your heart
Surely if god was real we would all be safe
May all the lie’s bite you in the fucking ass
...
#FeelingLost
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