Demon inside

```~.There are, no words.~```
On the rising of the sun,

Upon the trail winding nowhere

You recited my words,

You read my tome,

And I came to you,

After we fucked, the Demon in me tasted you,

What was once attached to just me,

I pass along to you, anger, spiritual repressions, DNA, and my Demons

Impregnated with me, and the child of my ways,

You are not just studded but you carry my burdens now,  

As will everyone that you will be with,

And that hears you,

You kept the door open,

And Let Me In;

```~.There are, no words.~```

```~~.To Find Hell With Me.~~```

Lonely road
  Here I stand, staring at the sky with many questions, but no answers why.
Like why am I standing here all alone, forced to face these fears all on my own?
I was once told, i'd walk a lonely road, but I couldn't imagine how far this road could truly go.
But here I am, i'm still a walking man. I'm still walking man, through this uncharted land.
 
Well I guess it's true what they say that this is not paradise.
Who am I to argue, I gotta take what I can take.
Even though I thought to end it all, I even thought
about it twice,
but I came so far to end it with a choice that wasn't worth to make.
 
 My momma told me when I was a young man "Don't ever beg for nothing boy.
This world is not about giving out any hands."
many years have passed and momma I finally know,
what you tried to tell me so long ago.
I see my demons! They hide in society! The're everywhere I see! I even feel them inside of me,
but still I stay upon this road that lies ahead.
Until another lonely soul finds me here lying dead..
 
  Well I guess it's true what they say that this is not paradise.
Who am I to argue, I gotta take what I can take. Even though I thought to end it all, I even thought about it twice,
but I came so far to end it with a choice that wasn't worth to make.

     NO SAVING ME
It screams inside of me
Never to let me be
Nowhere to run or hide
My soul begans to bleed

I try to find the light
It trys to take my sight
Its darkness engulfing me
Already I lost this fight

Silence screams in my ear
It tells me what to hear
Cant break out of this hell
Now I live my life in fear

With the void by my side
And its arms open wide
Its emptyness engulfing me
Now I know that I died

Demon inside

I live my life walking on the edge,
Between good and evil.
I fight my demons within,
Barely keeping control.
Ive been dragged through the mud,
And kicked when I was down.
I've bled, been bruised and battered,
And still I rise every day.
I have no idea what purpose I serve,
Or what fate has in store.
So I walk this lonely existence,
Trying to find meaning,
Maybe there just isn't one!!
Maybe, I just am!!  

So, I'll keep him chained inside of me,
This monster trying to break free,
And I know someday I will see,
This demon break his chains and flee!!!

Split second Posessed

Your mind fuck speak touch through my telephone      
Dark voice release invading pheromone      
     
Hell here in my heart await psycho lovers lips      
Excruciating need for animal suck my tit      
     
At last primal breathe warms to scorching bite      
Three fingers do wet stretch pussy sho is tight      
       
Head warns possession he will take hold my soul      
No matter my human  never was quite whole      
     
Your hands melt my intuition sense  epiphanies doom      
My body gone mad dick fill up my womb      
     
My cunt walls rock through combustible groove      
Pyro hips baby feel em move      
     
A sex funk fume outta every pore      
Smells like angel turned bitch darlin your little whore      
     
My wanton demon scream fill up this broken place      
He spills hot milky white over tits and my face      
     
No ceremony after nods and gathers his shit      
My crazed obsessive  invaded no bottom of it

Nude Religion

Bucking posession my white thigh thrust matched his holy stroke.    
Fucked our demons into submission,  We made an alter out of our bed.    
   
Our bodies prayed to one another.    
Saught salvation in our shared perversion.    
Two demons turned holy,    
Seeking saint hood in our pure fuck    
Cock in mouth as I genuflected,    
Took a communion of secretions and head.    
   
Consecrated cunt became his sanctuary,    
Licked like worship,    
We had Baptized in each other.    
Our cum holy water.    
A rebirth back to virginity,    
His cock probed like Salome,    
My Madonna ran red.

(older write)

the bumps in the night spark my curiosity,
evil things always have excited me,
is it the thought it's darker than me?
or just the thought of possibly
my soulmate has been there
for hundreds of thousands
of centuries waiting  for me  

the absent from light are a part of me
just like being human is my species,
the thought of deep dark creatures
horrific and fowl,
spilling from darkness screaming like hell.

above  where there's light, is not my concern
the things I have done will keep me below.
it's not that I'm scared, nervous or filled with dread,
it's how much I will enjoy sawing off heads
no repercussions insight
the darkness brings my inner artist to life.

the tormentor they scream
as I tear them apart
peeling the flesh like
pages apart.

reigning in hell will be my  heaven
but now I sin with all the deadly sevens.
praying for the cover of night
so I can feel at home again.

I like your writing style.

King Volcano.


I sit in silence, paralysed



While the violent volcano inside



Spits forth molten movies



That playthrough in my mind



Burning out my eyes



And though I struggle, still it seems



King Volcano reigns supreme!







Original Dark Poetry.

Copyright © Craig Detheridge.

2015 - 2018.

Denial                                                
is the only friend
I have
when i look in the mirror
within the eye
of my mind                
where my own
personal demon
waits with a smile
with my emotional baggage
snapping at the heels
of my remains

You are gifted

The Monster at Night

It comes only at night,
When you're alone and vulnerable.
It's dressed as every dark and ugly thing
You've ever done or thought or feared
It follows where ever you go,
Menacingly lurking in the shadows.
It has no name and no face
But it doesn't need one
The terror in implores is grave enough without
But I feel a presence so sinister
The devil calls it Master
It hovers above your bed screaming
Till your ears are bleeding and you feel
Like there's no breath left in your lungs
Come with me, you don't belong here
You will never be good enough
Never be good at all
You are evil and disgusting
You are only at home
Once you take my hand
My world is yours and yours is mine to haunt
The knots in your stomach ache
You're sweating
You're heart and mind are racing
But you can't escape this torture
You can cry and plead but It will always return
Every night when you're alone
When you lay in bed
Praying for sleep to fall upon your head
It will pluck you from every semblance of peace
Every happy memory
Every hope for the future
Every person you love
Imagine the most heart wrenching truth
The worst of every scenario
Death, famine, disaster
Now concentrate only on those things
Things so psychotic and vile
You'll question how you could possibly be a good person
Let your most grotesque thoughts
Become your only thoughts
Horrible enough to make you wince in pain
Make your chest tighten
There is no beauty anywhere around you
It has stolen it all
Feel the consequences of everything
You've ever done wrong
Come crashing down on you
Like a tidal wave
Unforgiving and overwhelming
Drown in the mistakes
The what ifs
The what if I hadn'ts
It wants you to regret the day you decided to live
It wants you to beg for relief
Plead for mercy
Cry for death
Then and only then will It let you be free
No words are existent
To describe the toll it takes on a soul
The amount of practice required
To hide from everyone
The parts of oneself so distorted
So hated and feared
More days than not do you consider
Letting it consume every inch
Just giving in to the every looming presence that has come to define every night
You think how serene it would feel
How joyful a night in heaven without demons
How beautiful the stars might appear
But it wants to destroy those things now
There are none after you make that choice.
As dark as it all seems now
There is no light in that world either.
You're trapped in a never ending contradiction
Stay and fight everyday for your sanity
Hanging on only by the skin of your grinding teeth
Or lose yourself in the madness and be forever lost in an inescapable hole.
That is what I live with, this is the secret I keep.

"Monster"

The monster I've become
Look into my eyes, and you will see it dancing.

The monster I live with in my head
It's assumed my personality,
Won't ever let me rest.
All it asks is that it be the only resident.

The monster that you see
Is beating all that's left
To cover up the evidence
And expose what I have hidden.

All you know is that I've changed.
You don't know the reasons
I speak the words I'd never say --
This monster is addiction.

Pepper said:Write a poem about your own inner demon  
Long as you want!
Otherwise no rules!Truth

Trust only thou,  Love,  'lo denied
Truth is but all...though easier to die
Deceit come's contained,  Self-vessel within
One's distance,  forlorn,  a lost thread of what's been
Sin without contrast?  Has life been so worn?
Stoned footpaths travailed leaves body so torn
Righteous indignation has stolen truth's soul
This mirror of conceit burns conflicted,  enfolds
A truth must still flicker or all is but lost
To pay Keeper's passage, the soul is truth's cost
His river runs red,  Blood's tide trust so deep
Abandon all hope... In Hade's castle you'll reap
So wicked,  this life?  These demons come roost?
 Reflect and look in,  trust Spirit and truth