Submissions by sinisterpenz (Hellbound)
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Everyday the future looks a little bit darker. But the past, even the grimy parts of it, well, it just keeps on getting brighter all the time.” Watchmen- join sinister -pens on fb if ya dig the ink
Hell waits and peeks
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(Mistress ) goddess lucienda
with so much stress in his mind
and so much pain needed to be released
teaseing was the key
helplessly give in
this wolf had fight in him tho
you had to earn him
his instincts
his body
his mind and his power
fucking for hours
using him as toy in the shower
which he really dislikes
not using him has fuck toy or loofa
that's great
Its all yours
If you can submit him
just shower sex in general
I like footing that's none slipping
and I smoke weed on the daily
I got no lung capacity
in 100 % humidity...
and so much pain needed to be released
teaseing was the key
helplessly give in
this wolf had fight in him tho
you had to earn him
his instincts
his body
his mind and his power
fucking for hours
using him as toy in the shower
which he really dislikes
not using him has fuck toy or loofa
that's great
Its all yours
If you can submit him
just shower sex in general
I like footing that's none slipping
and I smoke weed on the daily
I got no lung capacity
in 100 % humidity...
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bones by the water
I try , but why ?
given some rope
you tie your own noose
choke your self and die
it's suicide
truly a waste of life
and I have no idea why
understanding dumb I can never do
it's stupidity stunts my mind growth
quotes seem to disappear like smoke
no jokes
seem to burst
in my head
and out my mouth
your poison
you kill life
the creativity symphony
sounds no horns
it's dull ,gray ,and old
an empty canvas
or skinless face
nothing to see
nothing to read
emptyness inside
no...
given some rope
you tie your own noose
choke your self and die
it's suicide
truly a waste of life
and I have no idea why
understanding dumb I can never do
it's stupidity stunts my mind growth
quotes seem to disappear like smoke
no jokes
seem to burst
in my head
and out my mouth
your poison
you kill life
the creativity symphony
sounds no horns
it's dull ,gray ,and old
an empty canvas
or skinless face
nothing to see
nothing to read
emptyness inside
no...
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crawling in darkness
I'm the darkness when your alone
that whispers in your head
your numb and cold
a story told
so old
mold would scold
she was cold gold
so pretty and shiny
but with no feeling beneath
keep the receipt
I don't take shit back
I trash it
move on
look past
no emotions for it
but we can do heartless business
if you can do that
most people can't
separate
these
opposite life's
we breath in and see
catacombs
of ancient secrets
to evil to speak of
live in...
that whispers in your head
your numb and cold
a story told
so old
mold would scold
she was cold gold
so pretty and shiny
but with no feeling beneath
keep the receipt
I don't take shit back
I trash it
move on
look past
no emotions for it
but we can do heartless business
if you can do that
most people can't
separate
these
opposite life's
we breath in and see
catacombs
of ancient secrets
to evil to speak of
live in...
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back off
I will catch you when you fall
il be your wailing wall
but you'll leave me in the end
your no friend of mine
or hell's
I think we both kinda hate you
the view of you
your souls dirty to
only looking to use me
fuck you homie
I got plenty of fishes in my sea
honestly you would think I was lying
I got many choices
and just cause you show me your tits
when didn't even ask
don't mean shit to me
you ain't greasin me
bitch please
bow on both knees
I'm the youngest in a generation
to sit at the table...
il be your wailing wall
but you'll leave me in the end
your no friend of mine
or hell's
I think we both kinda hate you
the view of you
your souls dirty to
only looking to use me
fuck you homie
I got plenty of fishes in my sea
honestly you would think I was lying
I got many choices
and just cause you show me your tits
when didn't even ask
don't mean shit to me
you ain't greasin me
bitch please
bow on both knees
I'm the youngest in a generation
to sit at the table...
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stop talkin do the walkin
I'm so fuckin tired of talkers ,
they talk and talk but never walk the walk
whats the point of saying anything if you can't back it up
your mouth writes checks you can't cash
i only handle cash
so i don't got problems with that
people talk the talk
but never walk the walk
don't say shit to me unless you can back it up ,
prove and show all the bullshit your spewing
I DONT NEED HOLLOW NICE WORDS
I NEED REAL IN PERSON FRIENDS
that can actually fucking help me
and i don't mean change me
I mean help glue me back together
actually...
they talk and talk but never walk the walk
whats the point of saying anything if you can't back it up
your mouth writes checks you can't cash
i only handle cash
so i don't got problems with that
people talk the talk
but never walk the walk
don't say shit to me unless you can back it up ,
prove and show all the bullshit your spewing
I DONT NEED HOLLOW NICE WORDS
I NEED REAL IN PERSON FRIENDS
that can actually fucking help me
and i don't mean change me
I mean help glue me back together
actually...
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life changing
let go
give in
trust your life in my hands
and I can show you things
and make you feel a way you never thought possible
impossible you thought
but it's not
pure euphoric bliss
so much in fact your mind can't bare it
speaking in tounges not making sense
total loss of control your body quivers
trembles surging with feeling healing your soul
that hole gets smaller in your heart and your one ,
at least for the moment
and that's why I'm going to keep it going
for hours giving you all of my power
until I can't physically...
give in
trust your life in my hands
and I can show you things
and make you feel a way you never thought possible
impossible you thought
but it's not
pure euphoric bliss
so much in fact your mind can't bare it
speaking in tounges not making sense
total loss of control your body quivers
trembles surging with feeling healing your soul
that hole gets smaller in your heart and your one ,
at least for the moment
and that's why I'm going to keep it going
for hours giving you all of my power
until I can't physically...
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But it has a twist !!
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random rants
In this self-induced mental fog
medicated I breathe in
trying to relieve
and deceive the anxiety I feel
from above
nuclear bomb of thoughts dropping with tons of weight
that have me thinking about how deep the anxiety of my anxiety is .
you feel me ?
like I'm having anxiety about how much anxiety I'm having
it's unforgiving
how do I stop the anxiety that's building when
I'm having anxiety about controlling the anxiety I'm already feeling stealing the essence of me closing me off to the world
twirled into depression I swirl
I need...
medicated I breathe in
trying to relieve
and deceive the anxiety I feel
from above
nuclear bomb of thoughts dropping with tons of weight
that have me thinking about how deep the anxiety of my anxiety is .
you feel me ?
like I'm having anxiety about how much anxiety I'm having
it's unforgiving
how do I stop the anxiety that's building when
I'm having anxiety about controlling the anxiety I'm already feeling stealing the essence of me closing me off to the world
twirled into depression I swirl
I need...
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mind cavern
why we living
why are we given life
what's the purpose of you and I
these questions wander thru my mind
blind
trying to find that shine
that's now all covered in grime
climb
slippery slopes in caverns of this mind
blind
finding a way out seems impossible
these thoughts grow into tangents unbearable
in numbers uncountable
scratching my 5 O'clock shadow
like life's bringing trouble
fuck it I'll leave them in rubble
I bring double trouble
pop your ass twice
chewing double bubble
confined in this mind...
why are we given life
what's the purpose of you and I
these questions wander thru my mind
blind
trying to find that shine
that's now all covered in grime
climb
slippery slopes in caverns of this mind
blind
finding a way out seems impossible
these thoughts grow into tangents unbearable
in numbers uncountable
scratching my 5 O'clock shadow
like life's bringing trouble
fuck it I'll leave them in rubble
I bring double trouble
pop your ass twice
chewing double bubble
confined in this mind...
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The evil inside
my house is haunted
with my evil spirit
you hear crickets
because I'm alone in this home
creaky floors are my music
and dusted windows are my view thru it
knitted together from pain and misery
my tormented soul walks aimlessly
thru the halls and lonely rooms
fumes bellow from the main room
medicating heavily
to keep sane
and not unleash a psychopathic rage
we
are not the same ,although you think
scratching the surface of me take at least 6 months
if lucky but,
more like a year to know me partly ...
with my evil spirit
you hear crickets
because I'm alone in this home
creaky floors are my music
and dusted windows are my view thru it
knitted together from pain and misery
my tormented soul walks aimlessly
thru the halls and lonely rooms
fumes bellow from the main room
medicating heavily
to keep sane
and not unleash a psychopathic rage
we
are not the same ,although you think
scratching the surface of me take at least 6 months
if lucky but,
more like a year to know me partly ...
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waiting sucks
ive been here
always cheering
hearing feeling wishing
and staring at the ceiling
needing you more than you ever knew
I know I'm just a sexy toy to you
but what if I've always wanted more ?
to be that wolf you adore
are proud of
a piece of your soul
that missing piece
well that would be perfect ,
i don't expect it
but a guy can wish
it's all I've got
cuz I got nothing left
ya I got a place and a vehicle
but with nobody to share it with
enjoy what life has left
cherish kiss
in...
always cheering
hearing feeling wishing
and staring at the ceiling
needing you more than you ever knew
I know I'm just a sexy toy to you
but what if I've always wanted more ?
to be that wolf you adore
are proud of
a piece of your soul
that missing piece
well that would be perfect ,
i don't expect it
but a guy can wish
it's all I've got
cuz I got nothing left
ya I got a place and a vehicle
but with nobody to share it with
enjoy what life has left
cherish kiss
in...
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