Spiritual Poems by New Members

It’s was complicated
When you were alienated
Years passed by
And gradually people stopped saying hi
They turned away with a made up mind
To leave you left behind

You looked and saw nothing
Only wanting to be a something
Days stretched into more than a few
Nobody bothered visiting you
Not a single friend
Was there at the end
So into the dark you slipped
Your angel wings were clipped

Falling to the floor
Not wanting to need anymore
The stars invited you home
Somewhere you would never be...

Every year, it comes
unbeknownst

that quiet hour of passing
that date awaiting etching to
marble memory

and I
oblivious to finality
marching, marching, marching,
my matters to attend

I do not bend
to notice
nor pause consideration
to the end

This graceful anniversary
shall come reversed
no wine
no candles
and unrehearsed

Hey god I just want to say a few words
Dont know why Im doing this
The idea feels absurd

But im desparate and have nowhere to turn
I hope your ear is free
Not something to earn

Im lost, have no purpose, no reason to be
A wandering soul
Are you listening to me?

I remember hearing of how you have a plan
We should trust in
But i just cannot understand

What purpose can all of this misery serve?
Is this a punishment?
What I deserve?

But how can a child deserve to be abused?
Just...