Long Misunderstood Poems
#misunderstood
"Rattled" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 7/1/2015
Ya Know I Have Been Told ...
That My Voice RATTLES ... !!!
But Folks ... You KNOW ...
... I AIN'T NO SNAKE ... !!!!
So I Think it's THOSE Who BATTLE ...
With Talk They ... CANNOT TAKE ...
Who Make These Types of Comments ...
That ARE A ... BIG MISTAKE ... !!!
I May Be TALL And Dark ...
But My Name AIN'T ...
Palpatine ... or DARTH ... !!!
So MY FORCEFUL Talk ...
And Thoughts Make Calls ...
For Empires To ... FALL ... !!!
That Run WEAK HEARTED Talk ... !!!!!
Mental Forts That...
That My Voice RATTLES ... !!!
But Folks ... You KNOW ...
... I AIN'T NO SNAKE ... !!!!
So I Think it's THOSE Who BATTLE ...
With Talk They ... CANNOT TAKE ...
Who Make These Types of Comments ...
That ARE A ... BIG MISTAKE ... !!!
I May Be TALL And Dark ...
But My Name AIN'T ...
Palpatine ... or DARTH ... !!!
So MY FORCEFUL Talk ...
And Thoughts Make Calls ...
For Empires To ... FALL ... !!!
That Run WEAK HEARTED Talk ... !!!!!
Mental Forts That...
#strength
#power
#honesty
#humankind
#misunderstood
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Schizophrenia
I had once cared for someone who had Schizophrenia maybe were both toxic
I don't know I took in his inner demons
I wasn't thinking with logic
was I dreaming
I have never been scared of him
I would provoke and challenge him I saw myself changing
you see around him his aura is dark
is there any good to me left remaining
so I like the different personalities It excites me
now thinking I'm definitely one of the weirdos
maybe that's why it felt comfortable I thought he was like me
he is something worse
he...
I don't know I took in his inner demons
I wasn't thinking with logic
was I dreaming
I have never been scared of him
I would provoke and challenge him I saw myself changing
you see around him his aura is dark
is there any good to me left remaining
so I like the different personalities It excites me
now thinking I'm definitely one of the weirdos
maybe that's why it felt comfortable I thought he was like me
he is something worse
he...
#dark
#misunderstood
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Not racist
High risk.
You act like a hazardous virus.
A case of nuclear waste, not enough of a human to earn your space in this world till the end of days.
No-one cheers for an unfinished race...
You’re lucky i’m not racist...
You’re lucky you can’t raise fists, or raise above your race and take control of this circus.
You think we like this?
Never ending crowd control because you think you’re somewhat powerful?
We hate this.
How can we be racist if you fail to act like a race first?
This chase...
You act like a hazardous virus.
A case of nuclear waste, not enough of a human to earn your space in this world till the end of days.
No-one cheers for an unfinished race...
You’re lucky i’m not racist...
You’re lucky you can’t raise fists, or raise above your race and take control of this circus.
You think we like this?
Never ending crowd control because you think you’re somewhat powerful?
We hate this.
How can we be racist if you fail to act like a race first?
This chase...
#anger
#parent
#racism
#misunderstood
#rap
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WHAT IF I TOLD YOU
As a child growing up yet still walking around with wondering eyes blinded, by my mere innocences of an child's mind as in mind and heart and soul. As I do not have the grown up maturity to understand fully, the real realization of how the world works and doesn't work in an grown up world. What if I was to tell you as my parents that I was abuse physically and mentally, at the very hands of another who your trusted as family even though to me they were only a stranger in passing cause I trusted your judgement. What if I told you this experience has change ME from inside the core of my life...
#abuse
#bullying
#misunderstood
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
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:being soft & innocent in a tough world ~ myths & struggles:
Based solely on my own personal experience.
=(ᴜ ω ᴜ ☆)=
I'm a sensitive softie, and at times, I absolutely hate myself. Especially when I've gotten many, many assumptions about me and about how I should change.
If you relate to this, then welcome :3 And if you don't, maybe you'll learn more about some of the sensitive people out there.
I'll try to organize my thoughts with sections, it'll be a bit of a slow burn, but bear with me.
~Mah...
=(ᴜ ω ᴜ ☆)=
I'm a sensitive softie, and at times, I absolutely hate myself. Especially when I've gotten many, many assumptions about me and about how I should change.
If you relate to this, then welcome :3 And if you don't, maybe you'll learn more about some of the sensitive people out there.
I'll try to organize my thoughts with sections, it'll be a bit of a slow burn, but bear with me.
~Mah...
#identity
#misunderstood
#learning
#SelfReflection
#MentalHealth
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"Lucky" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 22/5/2018
Ya Know ...
I Always Find It ... Funny ...
When People Say To Me ...
That ... “ I’ve been Lucky ! “ ...
As If They’ve Gotta Clue ...
of The Things That I've Been Through ... ?!?
I’m ... OLD Enough Now ...
To Know What’s FOUL ... !!!
And To Know That Some Mouths ... !!!
Should ... THINK About ...
What It Is They See In Other Peeps’ ... !!!!
Cos’ It’s BETTER To KNOW ... !!!
BEFORE ... BARING Your Soul ...
About What You ... " Think " ...
About The Next Mans’ Sitch’...
I Always Find It ... Funny ...
When People Say To Me ...
That ... “ I’ve been Lucky ! “ ...
As If They’ve Gotta Clue ...
of The Things That I've Been Through ... ?!?
I’m ... OLD Enough Now ...
To Know What’s FOUL ... !!!
And To Know That Some Mouths ... !!!
Should ... THINK About ...
What It Is They See In Other Peeps’ ... !!!!
Cos’ It’s BETTER To KNOW ... !!!
BEFORE ... BARING Your Soul ...
About What You ... " Think " ...
About The Next Mans’ Sitch’...
#relationships
#humankind
#misunderstood
#LifeCycle
#sacrifice
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A Soldiers Story
I spoke to a man
Who fought on the front line
he told me many stories
He told me of his change in time
standing trapped in endless visions
And the sounds when they attack
him drowning in a bloodbath
while carrying comrades on his back
With each breath
The smell of sulfur lingers
with images of blood and pain
He collects the tags among the fallen
They did not die in vain
Burning towns and villages
Blood-stained ground, oh! the slaughter
Of the Innocent women and children
fathers and mothers
...
Who fought on the front line
he told me many stories
He told me of his change in time
standing trapped in endless visions
And the sounds when they attack
him drowning in a bloodbath
while carrying comrades on his back
With each breath
The smell of sulfur lingers
with images of blood and pain
He collects the tags among the fallen
They did not die in vain
Burning towns and villages
Blood-stained ground, oh! the slaughter
Of the Innocent women and children
fathers and mothers
...
#rejection
#war
#misunderstood
#PTSD
#bittersweet
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Angel
Angel.
Grade five was the time
Someone had accused me of making out with a boy
Who was trying to make out with me
Before I kicked the perp in the shin
And hung him out on the soccer field to dry.
It was more than sweat that I wiped off my brows that day
It was more than rusted motor oil
Slathered with dog saliva
This 4’10 eleven year old spat out that day.
Like a squealing pig
Refused to turn her ass on a spit
I yelled to my accuser
“NO!”
Before gifting the world
The best right...
Grade five was the time
Someone had accused me of making out with a boy
Who was trying to make out with me
Before I kicked the perp in the shin
And hung him out on the soccer field to dry.
It was more than sweat that I wiped off my brows that day
It was more than rusted motor oil
Slathered with dog saliva
This 4’10 eleven year old spat out that day.
Like a squealing pig
Refused to turn her ass on a spit
I yelled to my accuser
“NO!”
Before gifting the world
The best right...
#loneliness
#childhood
#misunderstood
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LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME
Here I am as I am a woman of many things that can be seen, through the depth of your own subconsciousness only if you would open up your eyes, and not see me as I am nothing more than a woman in your eyes. For I am a strong woman of intelligence and knowledge and experience, that came from wisdom of trials and tribulations as a woman who understands, her self value and self worth as in the deepness of my mind and heart. Who has endured many trials and tribulations of life some good some bad. For I have known love from the depth of the heart and soul, as I have felt the hurt and pain along...
#kindness
#patience
#honesty
#misunderstood
#tolerance
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NaPoWrimo 19/30 Ravenous
Flowing SOMEwhere, that’s a constant / I always owe something more / To the collective unconscious / Monster awaits my chops / Whatever drops, bottom to top / Spherical quip shit on empirical witness / Mirrored in illicit verbal murals / Burning for cerebral fitness / Lyrically vicious / But the beast just sips it all up / Tipping the bottom of the cup / Evolved my jaw to call it raw / Spitting sriracha and sodium amytal in my saliva / Livest vernacular disruptor / But he just calls it light supper / The fuck? / I just looked up at an endless scene / Like Jack hooked my dirty mind with his...
#death
#LifeAsAWriter
#TruthOfLife
#misunderstood
#SelfReflection
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Microhabitat
A turtle peeking its head out shy
Shivering quiet eyes
A scent welcoming Spring,
Warm pillow sweet grass bread,
Could you keep me?
Have you seen raindrops so round,
Curled up friends on your glasses rim?
‘Hello’
My small universe.
*instrumental*
I like to think that I’m an astronaut
To tiny spaces, imagination takes me
My little body frightened...
Shivering quiet eyes
A scent welcoming Spring,
Warm pillow sweet grass bread,
Could you keep me?
Have you seen raindrops so round,
Curled up friends on your glasses rim?
‘Hello’
My small universe.
*instrumental*
I like to think that I’m an astronaut
To tiny spaces, imagination takes me
My little body frightened...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#misunderstood #fear
#misunderstood #fear
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It's my life
I'm tired of being told what to do
I'm tired of all the hate
You don't know what I've been through
Don't tell me to sit and wait
I'm told I'm insane
I'm told I don't know how I feel
I'm told that I fake pain
I'm told that none of it is real
Why do people expect me to fail
Why can't they see the good in me
Why have you closed the trail
Why won't you let me be
My problem isn't about my journey
It isn't about my destination
It isn't about if you had heard me
It's stuck in endless restoration
...
I'm tired of all the hate
You don't know what I've been through
Don't tell me to sit and wait
I'm told I'm insane
I'm told I don't know how I feel
I'm told that I fake pain
I'm told that none of it is real
Why do people expect me to fail
Why can't they see the good in me
Why have you closed the trail
Why won't you let me be
My problem isn't about my journey
It isn't about my destination
It isn't about if you had heard me
It's stuck in endless restoration
...
#identity
#LifeStruggles
#mirror
#TruthOfLife
#misunderstood
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