Long Poems About Bipolar
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Long poems about bipolar. 300 words or more, most recently published poems first.
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can i see you?
hey! I know it's only been a week,
can I call you though?
I'm flying high right now, but I can feel the crash coming.
yesterday was day three again,
day three is the absolute worst.
well, that is until you get to day five...
you said you needed space for a few weeks to address some issues,
was that just a ruse?
were you hinting at coming back after your volatile season or hoping that would be my final push to go?
I want to respect your wishes,
so I won't call. ...
can I call you though?
I'm flying high right now, but I can feel the crash coming.
yesterday was day three again,
day three is the absolute worst.
well, that is until you get to day five...
you said you needed space for a few weeks to address some issues,
was that just a ruse?
were you hinting at coming back after your volatile season or hoping that would be my final push to go?
I want to respect your wishes,
so I won't call. ...
#love
#depression
#hope #bipolar
#hope #bipolar
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Kill in Anger
The mirrors cutting through my sanity
Reflect a thousand different faces
All belonging to me
Drag down the cloud
You rest upon
Rub the spit in your eyes
Crooked words walk around me
But it’s time now
It’s time now
Push my face into yours
Until you taste my fingernails
Squeeze the tears from your veins
Forbidden to me
This time it’s mine
Of my own making
This
Whether by submission or desire
No line exists anymore
Die to win
But it goes both ways ...
Reflect a thousand different faces
All belonging to me
Drag down the cloud
You rest upon
Rub the spit in your eyes
Crooked words walk around me
But it’s time now
It’s time now
Push my face into yours
Until you taste my fingernails
Squeeze the tears from your veins
Forbidden to me
This time it’s mine
Of my own making
This
Whether by submission or desire
No line exists anymore
Die to win
But it goes both ways ...
#relationships
#conflict
#LifeStruggles
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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Electroconvulsive Therapy
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Electroconvulsive Therapy
Spying exits, I contemplate my escape
as my wheelchair winds its way from
the ICU to the fifth floor psych ward.
I'm promised three meals a day,
served on trays that bear my name (a name ostensibly Top Secret on this floor).
Next comes the forced sharing of painful memories with other imperfect strangers.
A game played if we hope win our release.
Yet, there's no percentage in this slow attrition. So I go "All In" for the Gold Standard Treatment,...
Electroconvulsive Therapy
Spying exits, I contemplate my escape
as my wheelchair winds its way from
the ICU to the fifth floor psych ward.
I'm promised three meals a day,
served on trays that bear my name (a name ostensibly Top Secret on this floor).
Next comes the forced sharing of painful memories with other imperfect strangers.
A game played if we hope win our release.
Yet, there's no percentage in this slow attrition. So I go "All In" for the Gold Standard Treatment,...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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Bi Polar 1 - Jerome 0
I once closed my eyes and found myself drowning in endless spider webs of unoccupied corridors of confusion beneath singed wings of tomorrow. I sometimes awake half dead in a mausoleum filled with the ashes of past memories of happier times mentally, when I didn’t have to make a habit out of scaring myself by standing over my own body wishing for more time to do the things I wasn’t already a slave to like shots and pills. What am I even complaining about? Even the stars seek refuge in space due to the giant bully know as gravity. The same gravity that allows us to make a wish on them as...
#depression
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
#weakness
#vulnerability
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The Chair
Someone had left a large, black wheelchair next to the metal trash bin outside her apartment.
It looked to be in good condition. She dusted it off and slowly wheeled it through the front door of her place. It seemed sad for such a thing to be thrown away. She wondered if the person whom it had belonged to had maybe passed away.
She tried not to think about it.
Maybe she could have use for it. It would be a useful thing to transport trash bags with. She hated going to the trash bin, and there were already numerous bags of trash accumulating in her kitchen. ...
It looked to be in good condition. She dusted it off and slowly wheeled it through the front door of her place. It seemed sad for such a thing to be thrown away. She wondered if the person whom it had belonged to had maybe passed away.
She tried not to think about it.
Maybe she could have use for it. It would be a useful thing to transport trash bags with. She hated going to the trash bin, and there were already numerous bags of trash accumulating in her kitchen. ...
#depression
#loneliness
#dark
#bipolar
#despair
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Straight Talk (When The Core Of The Mind Refuses To Speak Coherently)
I will attempt to elaborate on the more aggressive theories that seem to marginalize, relevant concerns that has made me ponder and see if I intricate the whys, or at least find the source of its understanding.
I had to revisit the concept of understanding the complexities of the mind due in part.
Mental illness seems to on the uprise, and it is affecting our youth at an alarming rate. Thus far the statistical for adults has not started for the margin.
A slope in the statistical incline, or shift seems to be affecting the Caucasian...
I had to revisit the concept of understanding the complexities of the mind due in part.
Mental illness seems to on the uprise, and it is affecting our youth at an alarming rate. Thus far the statistical for adults has not started for the margin.
A slope in the statistical incline, or shift seems to be affecting the Caucasian...
#anxiety
#depression
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
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Lustful deeds

#lust
#death
#bipolar #MentalHealth
#bipolar #MentalHealth
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there's no need to read this either
im not really sure how to decribe what im feeling right now. i think i need to split my life into factors. in my relationship i feel defeated. that might be the only word i have. i have done so much wrong and caused so much hurt that im in this constant limbo between "i dont deserve to be treated well" and "i shouldn't be treated like this/talked to this way". and then some things hurt more than you could ever imagine but you never expect to happen and then it does and it slices you. what do you even say to your partner when they say the have no one? i dont think thats something i can ever...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#dark
#bipolar
#EatingDisorder
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Embracing The Heavens Within A Hellish Soul
You are having a witnessed poetic mental breakdown
The twin peaks of your soul have converged in obscurity without a sound
Your occultism mind will make a case study for any Psychiatric Journal book
I am sure Mastema will be thrilled once your name is added once he takes a look
You make no earthly sense
Please tell me this is an act, or are you just this dense
If you truly believe what’s going on inside your head
When you talk to whatever seven demons in solitude when you are alone in your bed ...
The twin peaks of your soul have converged in obscurity without a sound
Your occultism mind will make a case study for any Psychiatric Journal book
I am sure Mastema will be thrilled once your name is added once he takes a look
You make no earthly sense
Please tell me this is an act, or are you just this dense
If you truly believe what’s going on inside your head
When you talk to whatever seven demons in solitude when you are alone in your bed ...
#soldiers
#bipolar
#spiritual #MentalHealth
#spiritual #MentalHealth
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Babysitter Of Butterflies Fondly Alights
Babysitter Of Butterflies Fondly Alights
Ruby was a Nubian queen come to rule my heart. We found ourselves ensconced in an apartment complex for the divinely touched. She was the mistress of our realm who found a stopping-off point for her career there among the madly inspired. Foremost among the wickedly wacky was me whom she sought for counsel on the inner workings of the residents. She saw me as a shaman whose insights might help her gain traction with the velvet glove she used to ease us into calm.
And on one such day, she knocked on my door with me inside,...
Ruby was a Nubian queen come to rule my heart. We found ourselves ensconced in an apartment complex for the divinely touched. She was the mistress of our realm who found a stopping-off point for her career there among the madly inspired. Foremost among the wickedly wacky was me whom she sought for counsel on the inner workings of the residents. She saw me as a shaman whose insights might help her gain traction with the velvet glove she used to ease us into calm.
And on one such day, she knocked on my door with me inside,...
#erotic
#bipolar
#MentalHealth #sensual
#MentalHealth #sensual
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Manic
Been a while since the rush of too many endorphins and I'm feeling manic.
Lots of dopamine so less panic, more sporadic, careless joy as i commit to my stupid ideas.
No fear; my actions appear without careful consideration, adorn my skin, tattooed no intrepidation, reckless for the night and it becoming my vocation, for i know it'll dissappate as quickly as it came.
I'd pick this crazy mindset over my normal everytime.
I love the lack of inhibitions, not being governed by my mind.
And though technically still me inside, I feel so wild and free. ...
Lots of dopamine so less panic, more sporadic, careless joy as i commit to my stupid ideas.
No fear; my actions appear without careful consideration, adorn my skin, tattooed no intrepidation, reckless for the night and it becoming my vocation, for i know it'll dissappate as quickly as it came.
I'd pick this crazy mindset over my normal everytime.
I love the lack of inhibitions, not being governed by my mind.
And though technically still me inside, I feel so wild and free. ...
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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Depressed insomniac
Do you want to know what the worst part of being insomniac is?
Laying down and watching videos and seeing videos that you didn’t even know related to
I was watching a video the other day
The way the video started was, what’s the worst thing you hate about being depressed.
The girl in the video started to go on and on
you realize how much you relate to things
The little things you hate about depression are like
Reasons why I don’t wanna get out of bed
Reasons why I don’t wanna brush my hair
Deep down you want to but in that moment you can’t you...
Laying down and watching videos and seeing videos that you didn’t even know related to
I was watching a video the other day
The way the video started was, what’s the worst thing you hate about being depressed.
The girl in the video started to go on and on
you realize how much you relate to things
The little things you hate about depression are like
Reasons why I don’t wanna get out of bed
Reasons why I don’t wanna brush my hair
Deep down you want to but in that moment you can’t you...
#anxiety
#depression
#bipolar
#insomnia
#MentalHealth
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