Gimme A Fix

I dont even remember coming home late last night or early this morning. I woke up at Two this afternoon, on the couch in the basement. What a wild couple of days its been, maybe more like a week.

My Cousin is pissed at Alicia and I because he thinks were fucking, he doesnt have the balls to accuse us so he makes up other reasons to be pissy. Alicia however made it clear last night that she wouldn't be opposed to the idea of the two of us hooking up.

I aint made up my mind yet, it seems sleazy but fuck i'm being treated like shit for it anyway, so why not?

Why does this shit always happen to me?
Every female I know seems to want to fuck me, though I dont think im especislly good looking, I have no car, no money not even a job, or a real bedroom.

I am sure I'll end up hooking up with her eventually during a meth binge, most likely in the front seat of her pick up truck.

I never was one for high morality, I think to myself as I torch Alicias dope pipe, melting the little bit of residue in it, killing off the last bit of dope left.

Fuck this man, I need some dope, i need to get high