No urge

Thank you broom! I'll always pop in and out of here. But it is true. Have to get my poetry back lol thank you Hun xoxo

I felt like this once, but for apparently opposite reasons. You will be back, poetry is in your blood and your muse will come to tickle you when you least expect it. Here is a poem I wrote when I thought I could give it up many years ago... jj

---------------
"Poet No More"

There is a tremendous sadness within me
that I am at a loss to express
If I cannot put it into words
I am unworthy to claim the mantle of poet
I think I will never pick up a pen again
if the inspiration to burn this feeling
into the memory of the tree that died
for the sheet of emptiness that lies before me
does not come to suck the deep blue blood
from the dripping quill
Why am I overwhelmed
with an undefined weight I cannot lose
not even if I were to starve myself
until death stays my trembling hand?
What good does it do to care enough
to carry that weight
when the heart that cared so much
is no more than an empty sack of cold blood
waiting to be drained by the suckers
who have no heart for my blood to beat through?
And if I cannot write the answer
to this mystery into a poem
then surely I am not worthy
to feel that which I have sought for eternity

I like yours better :-) lol thanks I hope I do get it back xoxox

jeez
i been tryin for years to dump this obcessive d'aily
onerous burdensome
be-havior-

fuck pootery fuck words

aiyeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Right? Lets join a nudiest colony and say fuck everyone. Lol Ty love

alright...let's go,dear........

my band actually played at a nudist festival back in like 1995(shit, was it That Long Ago? damn)--

every-body got naked except our 300+ pound vibraphone player-

big fun

Lol shit she/he should have too. Everyone's welcome!! Lets go meet you in Conneticut :-) this summer don't like cold water xoxo

eye'd  love t'meet ye, dear, but ain't gonna be able t'be in thee Conn. neighborhood anytime soon.
&
be'sides
getting/being naked is 'better' here in Florida,(the water, even here in the northern part of the state, is still deliciously warm), despite the fact that it's an Amerikan RepublicanMoney Materialist Shithole...butt that's just my brain'damage talkin - I  
ought be sent deeper into the tropics-
like
Guantanamo -

Fuck Corpo'Amerika-
Fuck Kapitalism-
Fuck Wealth & all the Shallow-Happy it brings---

(yikes...sorry'bout that)

Fuck it all and strip it down I say!! Lets party. Only live once. Live it till you die

Gigi,

good stuff you got here, possibly could do with a wee bit of tuning up if you're of the mind to.

"I have no urge to read poetry either
maybe these woven words I fell into
have no meaning to me anymore"

twisted v woven is up to yourself gigi, same with believed v fell into, just a suggestion  :)

"with or without meaning"  

"because sharing some pieces of my life
made me stronger"

you know , the poem is pretty good Gigi without any changes, my own opinion is that you need to tighten up the way it looks, it's kind of haphazard looking in the third verse, probably because of the second and third line of that verse.I'll give you a suggestion :

Hopefully, in time I'll find the love for poetry again.
If not, my words, with or without meaning
will stay displayed on the screen
A reminder of how much I let out
How much poetry healed my heart
How it helped me keep the past in the past
 
because sharing some pieces of my life
made me stronger, made me let go  

again , this is just based on my personal preference.

anyhow Gigi, good stuff, whine on :)

Thank you. I think your way looks and makes it sound way better. Will fix it up much respect still even though I'm a bitch :-)

Ah, it's healthy I think at times to breathe deep and get away from this electronic world. Fresh air for the body and mind and a different view.

I've enjoyed your recent sharing very much. Bits and pieces of you revealed; adding detail to the portrait of Gigi

Healthy it is. Thank you very much my friend xoxo

Gg I can understand your feelings lovely lady though you will be missed..even though I too have lost the urge to write..much love to you whatever you choose..xoxoxo Crim

I will stay and work it out xoxox thank you crim

aaaah my bestest, i know exactly how you feel, i had a lawyer in a porche' with a bod that oozed lust at me on friday, and i was like...aaaah how arb! no urge, nudda, nothing. sex is like that sometimes my sweet.

xoxo
(P)

Sex? Lol I wish that urge would fail me. That seems to be a constant. Good for you to back off xoxoxo

Unfed alleys brick red paint
Tainted thoughts and fainting mind
Finding you in mildew dreams
Streams of mine in your lines
Streams of mine in your lines
And then
When you said you would go
Snowy winds had drawn their veil
Snaily voice reached no far
Eyes starry stayed with me
Waiting again for your breeze
Waiting again for your breeze

Post it me loves it. It's so pretty!! Love it xoxo

My secret xoxo

aarrggh..dont tease me. Tell me. What is your secret lol

You nailed it Gigi, I too have lost it but unfortunately it is not due to happiness for me...just not feeling it right now!
enjoyed the write, well done!

Awe well I hope you get it back mamas xoxo thank you

I feel your words all too well.

We have not had our drink yet, so my selfishness has kicked in.  YOU CAN NOT LEAVE!!!!!!

I know you will get your mojo back and kick butt like you always do.

I will not leave until we hae our drink and oysters.. I'm sure I will. I have an erotic in mind that usually jump starts a lot. Lol thank you kym xoxo

can i just say... that was a fantastic ending. i'm not very tuned into most types of poetry at the moment either, but this one was like, "exactly that. fuck this." you know, until such times as i can get my head back. love it fishy. xxx

I love your pic it's freaking freaky lol. Thank you fishy xoxo

Great write babe... I was honored to read a happy womans poem....

Awe thank you xoxo

Loved your poem... l can only write how i feel, once all the anger hurt and shame is gone, i just have to get it out and this is really helping me. Once i come to the end, which all my poems  sound pretty much the same anyway.I will have to stop as dont know how to write if you gave me a subject.

~you have given me hope, that i can just get it all out..... the writing for me is healing... good on ya.x even if it is repeating myself just in different poems. But i need to carry on until its all gone.xxx

Awe thank you!! I think you will continue to write and you will just improve and improve :-)

Tears. . .xoxoxo

My BFF xoxox Ty love