Suicide

the thought behind suicide is right.

Ending everything thats wrong for you, everything thats troubling you. IN AN INSTANT without ever having to think back upon the choice.



although what keeps me from it, is having to leave everything behind.



those that DO matter.

and those that DO care.



It's to difficult to replace those.

and how it instantly changes how people are going to remember you when you are gone. no matter what you did in your life.

you become a black sheep.

it all turns to you.

then it just becomes the problems that got to your head.

instead of it all catching up to you. and IT killing you.

I don't want that .



and frankly, I'd rather be the one to be killed by it all than the one to kill myself over it all.

Makes more sense right?