Wicked or Right?

I never thought
This day would come
But of course it has
So I better not run

See, today is
A once in a lifetime chance
To seperate my bads
With my goods in advance

I dont underdstand
How I can be like this with you
I can open myself up
Without worrying I'll fall through

See, I did not worry
When my mother said
"We may be moving back
To your world of dread"

Only because you were on my mind
And I cannot feel sad then
I can only think happy thoughts
Because you are in my head again