Reality Of Wanting You

i wish I was
what you wanted
but nothing changes
how I feel
the heart doesn’t
just switch off

it carries on
beating its song
Even if you
don’t like the music
every dream
maybe broken

but the feeling
of wanting you
Is still stronger
than ever
if it makes me a fool
then I’m a fool for life

might not be the man
of your dreams
or even the man
in your thoughts
i am the reality
the one that stepped up

even when it
was hard to do
so here I am
with a bruised heart
knowing I should
move on

but intelligence
never rules emotions
when they are
in full flow
Waiting just waiting
for that chance