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Sacred Pendulum
At times I find myself feeling like Rapunzel
Trapped within the confines
Of an asphyxiating mind
Held captive by a unique brand of social dogma
Bewitched by beliefs that did not
Serve me well in the end
Leaving me so cold and lonely
This Ice Queen severely yearns for the return
Of her Fire Lord and his traveling horde of emotions
Forever gaslighting then love bombing
Toxic AF but true to the man that he is..unabashed
Spreading my legs..crash testing me nightly
I ache to the slash of his pendulum
Bathing me in scathing oratorial observations
Fucking me with retribution
Throbbing in his loins...restitution in his heart
I miss being the coin he would
Flippantly flip over and over
I had no problem giving him head or tail
It was a win-win...always deeply felt
Back when my ice would melt at the sound of his voice
Spoken with the promise of heat hedonism
And spontaneous happenstance
Now forever walled off in opposite realms
Of distant memories
Trapped within the confines
Of an asphyxiating mind
Held captive by a unique brand of social dogma
Bewitched by beliefs that did not
Serve me well in the end
Leaving me so cold and lonely
This Ice Queen severely yearns for the return
Of her Fire Lord and his traveling horde of emotions
Forever gaslighting then love bombing
Toxic AF but true to the man that he is..unabashed
Spreading my legs..crash testing me nightly
I ache to the slash of his pendulum
Bathing me in scathing oratorial observations
Fucking me with retribution
Throbbing in his loins...restitution in his heart
I miss being the coin he would
Flippantly flip over and over
I had no problem giving him head or tail
It was a win-win...always deeply felt
Back when my ice would melt at the sound of his voice
Spoken with the promise of heat hedonism
And spontaneous happenstance
Now forever walled off in opposite realms
Of distant memories
Published 27th Mar 2024
| Edited 29th Mar 2024
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27th Mar 2024 7:28pm
27th Mar 2024 11:28pm
27th Mar 2024 9:00pm
There is a longing in this just shy of ache. It held me captive beginning to end. Girl, you are on a roll!
27th Mar 2024 11:40pm
On a roll? Well I've been recently inspired by a certain someone (wink wink) lol
Thank you so much for the poetic nudge,my dear.
Thank you so much for the poetic nudge,my dear.
24th Jun 2024 1:08pm
Gaslighting and then love bombing is indeed toxic as fuck (been there) and very addictive at the same time.
The wording in this one is amazing. You are a very gifted poetess, I'm in awe of your skills.
The wording in this one is amazing. You are a very gifted poetess, I'm in awe of your skills.
9th Jul 2024 9:11pm
Thank you so much for dropping by, Duende.
And yes..gaslightighting can be a insidious form of foreplay
when it comes to that certain kind of man [smiles]
And yes..gaslightighting can be a insidious form of foreplay
when it comes to that certain kind of man [smiles]
