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Sacred Pendulum

At times I find myself feeling like Rapunzel � �
Trapped within the confines � �
Of an asphyxiating mind � �
Held captive by a unique brand of social dogma � �
Bewitched by beliefs that did not � �
Serve me well in the end � �
Leaving me so cold and lonely � �
This Ice Queen severely yearns for the return � � �
Of her Fire Lord and his traveling horde of emotions � �
Forever gaslighting then love bombing � �
Toxic AF but true to the man that he is..unabashed � �
Spreading my legs..crash testing me nightly � �
I ache to the slash of his pendulum � �
Bathing me in scathing oratorial observations � �
Fucking me with retribution � �
Throbbing in his loins...restitution in his heart � �
I miss being the coin he would � � �
Flippantly flip over and over �
I had no problem giving him head or tail � �
It was a win-win...always deeply felt � �
Back when my ice would melt at the sound of his voice � �
Spoken with the promise of heat hedonism � �
And spontaneous happenstance � �
Now forever walled off in opposite realms � �
Of distant memories � �