The Real Me.

Trying to find that person I've never been.
The "girly-girl" everyone wanted.
I'm sorry, but that's not me..
I gave up on being that a long time ago.
When I say sorry, do you even believe me?
What's "right" and "wrong" anymore?
Sometimes i wonder if people can see,
The thoughts running and screaming,
Through my mind.
The past, if only life could rewind.
Trust me, I see through your lies.
Cold eyes, a blue disguise.
Don't act like you know me.
And lie, then forget I existed at all.
If only the world would see..
If only they could see..
The real me.