the lust pages

 
I struggle inside myself
delusional from the thought you love me
In the sacred understanding
between a man and a woman
bonds will break
but I'm connected to you
 
Moving in the darkness
you fuck the soul of me and I am breathless
inside me my need rises to greet the rage that suffocates
it burns with a lust to know you, to understand your depths
 
With infatuation of your dreams
your scars give me visions
they speak of a part of you, hidden
 
I know that man like he is a part of my old bones
you shelter in the cold
and I do my best to stand back
Uttering my well wishes  
they hang in the air between us
 
you want to fuck
 
baby, I want to too
but I want you to be honest with me
I'm no little girl who can't handle it
you come so close then pull away
 
Peering into me capturing my sex
pulling me down atop you in angry passion
you fuck the demoness not seeing my gentle vulnerability
and I cry forgotten  
 
You pulse deep inside me
I cum in a forlorn way
you hold me then but I am broken
and it's my turn to pull back
 
My eyes flash and my smile becomes dangerous
and in the moment I am her
the one you seek in your hate
 
I transform in an instant
taking you to your limit
appeasing your greed
 
I will wait for you inside my solemn sacredness
when you are ready  
 
I'll know