Yikes!

lying in my state of undress
face turned towards the wall
not quite a state of duress
breezes makes me feel small

I won’t get any fore play today
it really seems all so heinous
at least hold my hand I pray
as you ready to probe my anus

please whisper that you love me
while you squirt gel on your finger
a sonnet of how “I rubber glove thee”?
I wait for the sensation to linger

my heart beats fast, face is red
a flinch as you place your hand
I hope in silence if nothing said
the hole stretches like a rubber band

my ass cheeks are parted wide
I am surprised your finger fit
as it pushed into me with a glide
is it weird that I kind of like it?