real

 
I hurt inside, I feel things so powerfully
I need to keep moving and run away from my emotions
cause when I stop I know you're not there

my heart seizes up and I realize you need me
I fall apart, god, I need you too
but I keep on running
I won't let myself fall so hard

the waves keep washing in
pain...damn it
damn me but don't let go
I'm in too deep to turn back now

fuck...I thought I was cold

it turns out I feel it all
I am a woman of desire burning in your absence
would you touch the distance,
close the void and let me in?

lingers the doubt
would you know my soul if you met me,
would you see me true?

past the façade used for public viewing,
understand me down deep?

I want to be real with someone, some day