A Shattered past

I feel I’m at war here.
.
 Cannot find a sheltered place.
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I know that you crave more in this.
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But we're so many stars away.
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|Fuck|!!! q:^(>…IT!!!
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I offered this heart
With all the steel to peel.
These wounds so quickly revealed.
How am I to ever heal for real.  
When this godamn pain has congealed.
 
A wish to start this from the start.
Before we tore it all apart.
We will always be.
A shattered past in the dark.

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Rewind
       Relive
  Retake.
        Rewind
  Re…live!
     We will always be.
A Shattered past in the dark.
————————————————————————My head is a haunted house.
.
Full of spirits that can’t fade out.
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Feeling thirsty from this drought.
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Sick of crawling our fatal route.
            ! -  Bleeding out -!
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Trying to look past the blinding sights.
De-spite all the bullshit fights.
Never caring who’s wrong or right.
Feeling like a rope that’s too damn tight.

A wish to start this from the start.
Before we tore it all apart.
We will always be.
 A shattered past in the dark.
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Rewind
       Relive
  Retake.
        Rewind
  Re…live!
     We will always be.
A Shattered past in the dark.
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Discard all we once was.
Sever the love that was built by the both of us.
Slipping away by dismay….
If we Can’t find our way,there is nothing left to say.
And If we cant find our worth,there is nothing left to say.
Can’t find the words! there is nothing left to say!
We are.
      ..
 ..
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A Shattered past in the dark!
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Twisting and turning  
My soul always burning
My heart always learning
With hope I am yearning….
With love
With life
With pain
With the strife….
With a knife
 I would bleed
Watch me plea
On my knees…..
With the state
In my mind
Watch me die
Deep inside
And my soul
Let’s me see
All the scarred memories.
 you and me ….
we are
What we are …

a Shattered past in the dark.