glitter

 
the tiny bones of my sorrow
shrink into screams  
over eternity in your gaze
I finger the madness I fear missing you forever
 
will time ever sync, touching my blue on the right day releasing me?
 
regret is my lover
and you are out of reach in the internal storm
where I'm not good enough for one like you
 
treasonous mischief and I am adrift
echoing my loneliness through time
jilted feelings carry on smiling
while I die alone inside
 
I carry the weight of loving you
while looking from afar
I'm shiny where you sit staring
but up close I'm a moth who forgot how to glitter
 
tell me your secrets
so I can sew them into my soul
and keep them to sustain me on my journey without you