A Childlike Muse

Hey Kara:)

I love this!! Muses are awesome!!
Great fun karma is always inspiring.
Great celebration write for muses:)

Hey there, Adelphina! Thanks so much for stopping by to comment on my poem. I am super delighted to see that you enjoyed giving it a good read! Poetry is most definitely one of the very best forms of all art for the joyous celebration of one's muses, for certain... and when writing this one I was rather more than a bit inspired by a certain lady I adore named Sybil, who will doubtless find much in this poem to delight her when she gets the chance to read it. Sometimes, one's very eccentricities can be a source of great inspiration, and hers and mine fall into that category for sure, which made some of them great for inclusion within the verses of this unique poem of mine.

Hey Kara, honey babe! I love this poem a lot, thanks so super lots for writing it with me as your muse. That illustration you used for it totally looks like me too, so it was a great choice I have to say... my style of Lolita outfit too, but after our little Skype dates you definitely know all about that, amongst other things. I'm your lovely legal Lolita for life! Still haven't heard from Camilla, but she's moving so that's not too surprising. Anyhoo... yeah, you are so right in your reply to the comment there! Our eccentricities totally do make for fantastic inspiration. Ours is not too weird, I mean a lot of couples do enjoy a bit of kinky ageplay, plus I really, really totally DO see myself as like ten or eleven years old in my head. Twelve tops, when I am being at my most mature! But yeah, not reminding you of anything you don't already know intimately about me. And speaking of intimate babe... had a good time on Skype with you earlier today too. You looked really good today! And you helped cheer me up big time. It was great to see you laugh too... I see you smile a lot, but seeing you laugh was a real treat. I adore you too, my lover. You know how to make this little girl feel like a fairytale princess! With you as my dark prince. Passionate kisses, all for you! My amazing Kara.

Hey there Sybil, my little sweetie pie! I am so very happy you loved the poem, especially since I did indeed write it to celebrate our love and all the things that make it so special and unique to us. Yeah, I created that illustration using a base photo I found online of a girl who looked like she could literally be your twin sister. The physical resemblance was extremely remarkable, so it turned out to be truly perfect for this particular purpose! I saved a copy of this illustration, and I am keeping it in a special folder along with the photo of you that you sent me. I pretty much consider it to be a painting of you now, since I added some details especially to the face to make it look like you entirely. And I changed the color of the dress to make it look more like one of your dresses, so I am not surprised the look of it reminds you of some of your styles. All in all, it was a nice visual tribute to the girl I love so much! You, of course. ;) You are indeed my sweet Lolita, and you make a delightful little girl indeed. Yeah, I have not heard from Camilla in a long time either... last I heard she was moving out to the east coast somewhere and was crazy busy with getting everything sorted for the big move. She'll probably get in touch with us once she is finished with all that though! She is not one to simply disappear when it comes to people she cares about, after all. And you are indeed pretty much a daughter to her, in her eyes. Yeah, I never consider our kinks to be all that strange either. I mean, what turns us on is what turns us on after all (and all kinds of wild and crazy things get me going!). And you are not the first girl I've been with who is into dressing in childlike clothes and regarding herself as a little girl. Some people simply regard themself that way, and I also as you know have a childlike nature to me. So, in a way we both have kind of the same thing going on there in our heads. Those times when you have me roleplaying as your naughty mommy or naughty daddy, I totally don't mind either because you make it a lot of fun in so very many interesting and enjoyable ways! Kids like us always do enjoy a good game of let's pretend after all. Ours is just... kinky is all. Yeah, I know what your mental age actually is, which is why I also understand how hard it is for you to act so adult when you work with your clients as a psychotherapist. Me, I am used to putting on an adult mask for people sometimes since as my old dear friend Rhianne had once said about me... I am a bit of a shape shifter after all. But you, you find that very difficult from all you've told me, so I am happy that with me and at home you can be totally yourself without having to hide or mask it. I had a good time with you today too! I'm hoping we can do that again tomorrow... let me know if that works for you, since I'll be available all day long. I like to cheer you up, since you smile so prettily when you are happy! You have a great sense of humor too... I couldn't help but smile once you started telling me some of those silly jokes of yours. It makes me so happy that you love my smile! I will be certain to smile even more often for you, knowing how much you adore it. Honey, you are my little princess! And always will be. I will always be your dark prince, Sybil! As ever I was in lives past too. Passionate kisses for you as well, sweet child of my heart! You are amazing to me also. :D

Hey, perfect timing Kara! I see you just got on the site, so this is cool. Yeah, no sweat babe, we can totally go on Skype together as soon as you'd like to... I'm going through my outfits right now to pick the one that I know you'll like to see me in the most today. This will be a super, super great way for both of us to destress after the long week! And a fun time for me to just be myself with you. Your naughty little girl loves you very, very much! More than everything in the whole world. Big, big super moist kisses and even bigger mega hugs for you, my honey love!

Perfect timing indeed, my little cutie pie! I just finished replying to all of your comments and messages, and I'll be logging out shortly so I can get on Skype with you for our date. This will definitely be a great way to destress for sure... like you, I have crazy busy weeks sometimes. You are indeed my very, very naughty little girl! And naughty means good. I love you very much too, dearest.... more than words can say, though I will always strive to find the words regardless! Mega hugs for you too, and oodles of kisses. :D

This poem is so intense! It really makes me happy that I'm not all grown up yet, and makes me want to hang on to being a kid as long as I can. It also makes me realize that when I do grow up I can still be a kid if I want to be since that's what Sibyl does and it works good for her. I can tell she's the one who inspired you to write this! She loves playing dress up in little girl style clothes. I like those Victorian types of styles too, and my closet is pretty much filled with those kinds of dresses. I like wearing bloomer style shorts in the summer, with a tank top. I need to get a couple of new cami tops sometime too, now that I think about it. When I nag my mom later tonight about last minute Christmas gifts, I'll mention that to her then. It sounds like in your poem here, Kara, you're saying that you are like a big kid too! Sybil said you were like that, and that was one of the reasons she thinks you and I would be great best friends. Reading this poem definitely made me grin! And I saved it so I can reads it lots more anytime I want to.

It was a rather intense and passionate poem to write! One that I was quite inspired at the time to pen. It was indeed Sybil who was the very muse of which I wrote herein. She does indeed enjoy wearing those types of clothes... they help her to feel more like her true self, which is in fact a child rather than the adult that she appears to be in body. I like it when she plays dress up for me... she has ways of making it fun for both of us. You like the Victorian style too? I'll bet you look beautiful in clothing like that! Bloomer shorts are very cute, Sybil likes to wear all kinds of bloomers, and she looks lovely in them. I am sure you look just as lovely in yours!  Tank tops and camisole tops go perfectly with those types of shorts and pants. They are great for summertime weather too! I am not a fan of the winter at all... I simply cannot stand the cold. Sybil is right, I actually am just like her in that I too see myself as being much younger than I actually am... though I tend to write rather maturely so you would not know it by the way that I write. It is more something that you will notice once we get on the webcam together, since it is something that people in my everyday life offline see about me all the time. I am basically a hyper intelligent child in an adult body. That is one of the many reasons why Sybil is right that you and I will get along great! I can relate to you quite well, and you are intelligent enough that you seem to be able to likewise relate to me. That is the best start that I can think of for best friends! I am glad my poem made you smile... it is one of the best compliments that a poet can receive, when one of their works makes another person feel such joy. I hope that I will be able to make you grin so happily many times more in the future! :)

Yeah, you do write with a ton of passion! I like that very much. I have a lot of different kinds of bloomers too. Right now I'm wearing this really fancy pair under my dress that come to just below my knees, and they have frills on the bottom of the leg parts and they're super puffy and silky too. I like how soft they feel on my legs! Sybil says they're the kind you like to see her in the most, so I thought you'd think I look pretty in those kind of bloomers too. Oh yeah, speaking of fashion stuff! Mom is going to be getting me my new cami top for Christmas, I talked her into it last night. She's having my sister pick it up when she goes to get my webcam later today. But I can't have the top until Christmas, which is understandable. Yes, I know that there is no Santa! Mom stopped being able to convince me there was when I was still 10. I like how mature you write, it feels really, really romantic to read. I think we are both on the same level cuz I'm a hyper intelligent child myself. Nothing wrong with that! Oh, I more than relate to you, I feel like I've known you my whole life and we've only just met. I'll be sure to compliment you lots and lots more! If only because you like my compliments so much. Oh, I'm sure we can find ways for you to make me smile lots and lots more! Mom says I'm a very creative little girl. That's not the word my sister uses for me, but who asked her anyway.

Passion is probably for me the thing that I feel most strongly about pretty much everything in life! To say that I am a passionate person, is probably a massive understatement. I think with my heart way more than I do with my head and I tend to let my emotions and intuition guide me. But that is just how I am! I have to admit, I think you will be looking quite amazing today sweetie. I simply cannot wait to have a look at you! I actually rather am a deeply romantic person, so it is not all that surprising that my writing reflects that about me. I like how mature you think, Chloe! It is refreshing to see such depth of thinking in a girl your age. Most girls at thirteen are a lot shallower than you are! I like that you are actually not shallow at all. I feel like I've known you forever too, and I like that quite a lot. It feels easy for me to talk to you, like we can talk about pretty much anything and I'm drawn into it totally. Drawn into your life and your world, and you into mine. I do love your compliments! And I shall never tire of complimenting you as well. I actually cannot wait to see more of just how creative you can be! Whatever you do to make me smile, I am certain that I shall find it as delightful as I find you thus far to be. :)

This poem is nice, not one for me to save since I like the darker things more than the bright, but I do like it all the same. You always like that kind of woman best, the one who is like a little girl in certain ways. Oh, you like woman like me too, the dark and mysterious ones! The ones like Lilith was also. But the bright, happy young ones always they delight you most because they are like your own soul in being so bright. Even when that bright soul of yours is wrapped in darkness! But that darkness not evil, so it also beautiful. You know my teachings about this. Sybil was always a bright one like the types you love, but she is crazy in some ways too. She doesn't always use her head so much as her heart! Just like you do. But when you do things that way, you have wisdom so it turn out good always. Sybil is not wise, and sometimes impulsive. That why it is good that you try to stick by her no matter how crazy she gets. Even though you and she did not end up getting married, I like that you both still love each other so much! Between only certain special people love can be shared without becoming lost. You are able to have many who love you and who you love because you ARE special Kara. Myself, I am content to love only one and though you did not marry me the one I still love is you and always will be. We have so much history, it could never be otherwise with us! Keep smiling like you like to do. Many people it seems need your smile.

I think that the reason the bright and sweet types are the ones that I find the most desirable is because those types of girls can reach a part of my core being that sometimes I tend to inadvertently hide away. That is to say my inner child, which itself is bright and sweet. I've had to hide that away so much in life because in the past when I've shown that inner light of mine too openly it got me hurt rather awfully. So, I am a bit more cautious than I used to be as to who I reveal that side of me to. Sybil and Chloe... especially Chloe... have a way of making me see that not everyone in this world is inclined to hurt my inner child. Thus, around them, I can be myself and let my inner child show fully... which is delightful for me beyond words to express. Though I try to express such words all the same! ;) I think sometimes the brightest souls of all are those found wrapped in a protective veil of darkness. How better to keep it so bright? After all the stars only shine so beautifully like they do because they exist within the grand eternal night of space. The same with the moon.

Oh, I know quite well from firsthand experience just how not always quite so smart Sybil can be... she did something to help Chloe and I out a bit not too long ago, and it went slightly sideways for Sybil due to the way she went about it. I mean, her heart was in the right spot, but she did not use her head quite as much as perhaps she should have, which caused Sybil a bit of embarrassment in the end. But she in her heart is every bit as much of a little girl as Chloe is in hers, the only difference being Sybil can mask it and hide it sometimes. So, it does not surprise me if sometimes Sybil acts impulsively as a child might. And sometimes good things can come from impulsiveness! Thus, I will never fault her for being the way she is. Rather, I actually find Sybil's eccentricities to be quite endearing. If she was perfect by most people's standards, she would probably be imperfect by mine. So, I love her for who she is and take the good with the bad alike. It is all part of what makes a person a person. Our mistakes as well as our triumphs. Oh, Camilla, I know all too well I've been like that in the past too! I'm all about thinking with my heart and not my head. My heart actually seems to know me, and what I want, a lot better. Yeah, I am very happy that I decided to marry Chloe in the end! That was one of those instances where I listened to my heart and just up and went with it no matter how impulsive the choice might have seemed to some. In the end, it was the right choice! Interestingly, it was Sybil who performed our marriage ritual for us, since she is a fully ordained Wiccan minister or something rather equivalent.

Oh, worry not! After all that Sybil did for me and Chloe, I'll stick by her through thick and thin. Her and I still do love each other, but I think right now she's giving Chloe and I time to really bond big time and make some beautiful memories together. Which is yet another thing that I am grateful to her for! One thing I can say for you, dear Camilla, is that when you carry a flame in your heart for someone, you carry it forever. I am glad that I have such a place in your heart! You're a good person, and whether inclined to light or darkness that is a rare thing in this world. Which makes you pretty special too! I am happy for our history, myself... meeting you was, like when I met Lilith, a moment that changed my perceptions of many things for the rest of my life. And that, for the better! I shall indeed keep smiling as much as I can, though of course only when appropriate. No random crazy smiles in mixed company or anything like that. Lol! *Smiles* :D

Hiya there and thank you for this superb poem for the happiness competition.  Its a keeper for my personal collection, but it's waaaay beyond the 50 line upper limit set.

If you have another piece suitable, I'd love to receive it.  

Hey, not a problem! I think I lost count of the lines past 40... given I am just plain horrible when it comes to numbers. Anyway, I am glad you liked it, and it was great to share it even so. I'll have a look and see if there might be any poems more suited for the contest line numbers-wise. If not, that's okay too. Thanks for taking the time to comment, and for letting me know! *Smiles* :D