fascinations

 
in love with the feeling I'm not going anywhere
I hope you don't but darling I can't keep you
should you choose another I'd still be here loving you

we are very much like each other
I will pull back and a fascination will shine
you will seek her and I will watch

I will secretly hurt but I will understand your need
I am not accessible I let you touch my soul
my greed doesn't need to touch your flesh
I might faint in your presence
my clothing not enough to cover my nakedness
I love you too hard

when did this happen?

you've watched me you know how I operate
I'm vulnerable to you
you speak and I open to your voice
gentle and cruel equally creating a haven for me to reside

chaste of heart
we will be on the other side of sanity
divinity in the flesh

fucking