dark, light and everything in between

       
         
         
         
    two sides to the concept of time; follow it till the day one dies, or let it go to free ones' mind;          
         
         
    i see this thing for what it is; in the grand scheme of things it's irrelevant;        
         
         
    1 second, 1 minute, 1 hour, month or year won't change the fact-this experience is one big flash....        
         
         
    here's the facts.... life is like one big "show and tell", like kindergarten class or something else;        
         
         
     I'm like that guy that wear's his hoody up with a hat-preferably in all black; sitting on a building top-thinking how this ish called "life" is very bad        
         
         
    like a warzone fitting to unhatch; if this whole bs does collapse....I prefer a "peaceful" path ....      
         
         
    if I could choose how I would die-i swear on everything I'd be relaxed.... I'd never touch a drug like crack but something strong to send me back-back into the state unknown        
         
         
instead of feeling like a "clone"....        
         
         
this place called earth can make you apathetic; perhaps not cold but numb to the core; staring into the deep abyss with a "feeling" such as emptiness        
         
         
 "far gone" watching "life" play out; eyes wide open without a doubt-that pleasure is what it's least about; I see red rain just pouring down/out....        
         
       
  this is what I feel deep down, when I stop and take a look around.... the "quiet guy"....why is/was he so quiet"-perhaps because he's "dead inside"      
     
     
 and getting by-this dreadful existence we call "life"