Think I understand: your heart is in (and for) Germany. But due to the virus and its complexity, your physical self is stuck (stays/remains) in Canada.
Quite so. I visited Germany many times, Berlin in particular. I love it. But as we communicate today, the virus is progressing, in Berlin in particular. Seems a lot of people are not paying attention....sad. Maybe the situation will get back to a sort of normal in the Spring. Thanks for dropping by. Regards, Robert.